Itstilliswhatitis

Guardian Angel 1 & 2

"My time to find a fic. No more mpreg!" Harry said and grabbed the computer.

He scrolled through the titles and immediately found one he thought sounded interesting.
"Ooooh, in this one you're my guardian angel. No wait, there's a second part too. What do you say?"

"Give it a try." Louis smiled.

Harry got comfortable and read the first sentence.

Harry had always been clumsy.

Louis immediately started to laugh and Harry glared at him.
"What? It's true! You fell so much on stage I thought you would break something half of the time."

"True." Harry smirked.

He restarted and they got into it quickly. Louis made his first appearance after he rescued Harry from drowning.
"Of course you're a swearing Angel." Harry giggled.

"Wouldn't be me otherwise." Louis winked.

They both smiled as they continued the story of Harry and Guardian Angel Louis becoming friends. Of course that changed quickly.

Harry sighed and dragged a hand through his hair.
"I like you in a romantic way."

Louis' eyes grew wide.
"What? That's impossible."

Harry couldn't help but chuckle.
"Why? Because you're my Guardian angel? I know it's fucked up Lou but I can't help how I feel. You're amazing. You're sassy and funny and kind and you're fucking gorgeous."

"But I'm an angel and I'm a boy." Louis answered surprised.

Harry rolled his eyes and snorted.
"Seriously Louis, you've been around for 245 years. You can't be that clueless. I like girls and I like boys. It's called being bisexual."

"Oh, yeah. Of course. My bad." Louis answered dumbfounded.

Louis facepalmed.
"Why am I always such a moron?"

"You're a cute, clueless angel." Harry giggled.

"Yeah, but still." Louis chuckled.

The story was beautiful. They continued reading.

Louis watched from the sideline when Harry graduated secondary school and when he started college. He watched him celebrate Christmas with his family and birthdays with family and friends. He felt jealous. He wanted to be by Harry's side throughout it all and not just like an invisible bystander. He wanted more and that scared him.

He did other shameful things as well. He watched Harry in his most private moments, when he touched himself. That was a deadly sin among Guardian angels but he couldn't help it. Harry was so beautiful at that moment. Harry was always beautiful. Louis found himself gazing at him longingly more often than he would admit.

"This is sad!" Harry complained.

"At least I'm a perv, watching you jerk off." Louis smirked.

Harry burst out laughing. He continued reading. Soon fiction Harry revealed that he knew that Angel Louis watched him in his private moments.
"Busted." Harry giggled.

"I feel mortified for Angel Louis' sake." Louis grunted.

Their first kiss and sexual encounter were cute.
"Now I feel bad for Angel Louis for not being able to feel that." Harry pouted.

"Yeah, me too." Louis smiled.

Another year went by.

Harry sighed and caressed his chin softly.
"I am happy Lou but I'm also really sad."

"Why?" Louis asked again.

"Because I'm so in love with you Lou. I love you so much and this is great, but it's not enough and that makes me sad." Harry answered softly.

"Why isn't it enough?" Louis asked with furrowed eyebrows.

Harry gave him a sad smile.
"There's so much I'm missing out on. I want to make you feel good as well, I want to touch you and make you moan. I want to hear your heart beat faster because of me or notice how I make you gasp for air. I want to make love to you. I want to love you and have your love as well. I want to be able to introduce you to my family, proudly telling everyone that you're my boyfriend. I want to go out on dates with you and I want to marry you in the future and have children together. I want a human life with you Lou and I can't have that." Harry was crying now.

"I'm sorry I can't give you that." Louis answered, tearing up as well.

"That's not your fault Lou." Harry said softly and wiped away his tears.

"What can I do to make it better?" Louis asked quietly, afraid for the answer.

Harry bit his lower lip.
"I think....oh God, I think I want you to take away my memory of you."

"Noooo! This is sad!" Harry whined, his eyes were wet.

"I'm sure it will end happily." Louis comforted him.

Louis felt like he couldn't breathe which was strange because he didn't breathe at all. It felt like his heart shattered into a million pieces, and once again, he didn't even have one. The thought of having to say goodbye to Harry and make him not remember him left him in such agonizing pain that he didn't know what to do with himself. He would watch Harry from a distance as long as Harry lived, seeing him live a life without him, happily oblivious of his existence. How was he supposed to do that? Why was this so hard for him? He didn't understand.

"Okay, now I'm sad too." Louis sighed.

"Heartbreaking. Poor Angel Louis." Harry pouted.

Harry started college. That was when Louis was supposed to take away his memories of him but something else happened. A woman showed up and told him that he could become a human.
"Yaaay!" Harry shouted excitedly and Louis smiled fondly at him.

"I fell." Louis answered again.

"You fell?" Harry asked softly. It seemed like Louis was in a little bit of a shock.

"Yeah, I figured something out last night. A woman showed up and helped me understand these feelings I have." Louis said and smiled.

"Okay?" Harry whispered.

"I love you too, so I fell. I can be what you need now. If you'd still want me." Louis said and looked down at the floor.

"Oh God, this is making me cry." Harry groaned and rubbed his eyes.

"Softie." Louis teased.

They continued to read about Louis' first experiences of being human.

He could feel himself getting hard down there and stared at his penis in surprise.
"Hey! It works!"

They both laughed and finished the fic. It ended with the lyrics to If I could fly.
"Wow, that song fits perfectly." Harry smiled.

"Yep. So, part two?" Louis smiled.

He read the next part and they giggled their way through it. Louis trying to be a human was funny and cute. He was like a newborn, discovering the world.
"So sweet but now I need food!" Harry complained.

"Pizza?"

"Yes."