A SINGLE'S DIARY (🔞 YiZhan fanfiction)

Chapter 16

Sean's mind kept on pondering about the previous evening kiss...his first lover like kiss. Hardly surprising, it fascinated him so much.

"I got so carried away that I even dreamt about it. The dream seemed so vivid..."

As he walked the terrace in the cold morning, he replayed the moment in his mind, relived the sensations, not just of Yibo's lips on him but of all that had risen in response. No wonder his bestfriend found the activity so addictive. He could almost kick himself for his previous disinterest.

Yibo certainly wanted more last night and so he did. And despite his inexperience, he couldn't help suspect, feel, that he had felt the same. If the opportunity had been there... yet reality strikes him. They had to take everything slowly and know each other in a deeper sense before proceeding to the next level.

While Sean was busy pondering with his thoughts outside the bedroom, Yibo was in the bathroom and was having his wandering thoughts too on what had just bloomed between them. He can sense a great deal of reservation with Sean and he can understand it pretty well where it was coming from. Everything happened so fast like a whirlwind...nevertheless, he was sure of his own feelings. He had never felt such kind of emotion with anyone. For short, Sean was his first love. It was hard for him to admit it himself at first despite his family's acceptance on his sexual orientation.

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Sean was busy cooking for their breakfast when suddenly he was hugged from behind.

"Good morning my Baobei..."

"Oh, you're already awake. Are you hungry?"

"I can still hold it. Just lemme hold you like this for a while..."

"Hold yourself you clingy lion. Get off me, or else my cooking will turn into a mess."

"Actually, there's no need for you to cook. We can just have a delivery."

"Home cooked meals are still better."

"Yeah, you're right... but I think the chef is more delicious than the breakfast," Yibo teased while showering tingling kisses on Sean's neck and ear.

"Uhm, I never thought that my cold looking Boss could also be this naughty..."

"Only with you, Baobei...''

"Should I be flattered then?"

"Well, you should be. Your boyfriend is naughty yet so handsome... a good catch."

"Why is it so airy this early morning?" Sean muttered .

"I'm just stating a fact Baobei..." Yibo replied while chuckling and later decided to give him a peck on his cheek and leave him with his cooking to make a call for his brother.

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After having their breakfast and cleaning the dishes, they decided to take a stroll around Yibo's private property. They walked hand in hand while roaming the vast surrounding of Yibo's mansion.

"Yibo..."

"Hm...?"

"When did you found out that you're into men?"

Yibo suddenly made a halt that also made Sean stop his pacing.

Facing him he answered, "Correction, I'm not into men. It's just you... only you. I just found it out when I became so eager to help you. I always wanted to see you and hear your voice... the kind of longing I never even felt for my family. It's hard to admit it at first but eventually I became more drawn into you the more I deny it with myself."