TW: suicide
Year: 2016
I take all the medication as I try and go to sleep in peace.
I realise that maybe I don't want to do this and I go to find Manny who said that she needed to get some water.
I'm about to go down the stairs when I hear her laughter coming from one of the rooms. Julien's room. I'm about to walk in when I hear her speak.
I get my phone on record to do a fun little prank on her when I hear her speak.
"I know, Jolie can be so annoying sometimes!!! She never listens to my problems, she always seems so distant." My shoulders drop as I realise that Julien had finally won.
I listen some more to what she is saying. It was very unkind stuff.
I go back to my room and shut my eyes, hoping that this day is my last.
I wake up at 3am to get rid of all the sick in my system and I groan over the toilet as I throw up.
Duvall walks in, probably thinking I'm someone else but when he sees me, he walks out. "Vomit quieter."
I try to stop when I hear that and brush my teeth, I wipe my teary eyes as I go to sleep back on my bed.
It was so exhausting doing this. I knew I'd wake up in the morning like any other fucking day.
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