Bitter -m.p

41.

𝗛𝗮𝘆𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗙𝗮𝘆𝗲
Adjusting my eyes to the bright light that stung my eyes once they fully opened.Groaning and trying to sit up my side began to hurt so I just laid back down and lurked everywhere.And of course I were in a hospital

Sighing I look back up at he ceiling until I heard someone walk into the room,"hey hayden,how ya feelin?",Alejandro says standing at the edge of my feet slightly smiling

"Good how is he?",I say with a. really concerned look on my face.Trying to speak he couldn't and looked down running his hands through his hair,"he uhm he needs a heart donor or he can't live so they left his metal heart in so he could be living,i've got the remote so no one can control his other side",he says grabbing my hand as I stare at my blanket in disbelief

Looking up at the curly headed boy with dimples in front of me and think of Robert he's gone,but maybe we could use his heart,"Robert we can use Roberts heart",I say squeezing his hand a bit with a smile on my face

"Your so right,that way since he was our friend we could be first on list for his heart,your so smart Hayden thank you",he says kissing my hand and running out of the room.In comes everyone else and we all greeted each other and talked for a bit but than they all left except for Kairi

"You know he loves you right?",he says with his fist supporting his head and one hand holding mine as I look up at the ceiling,"yeah i do but I also know we can't see each other again until I actually know he could recover from everything without regretting what he did and what I did",I say looking at Kai and slightly smiling a warm smile with him giving one back...

...𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨...

𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝙻𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 𓅿

Doing my hair while looking in my vanity mirror my door opens revealing my boyfriend Josh.He's a tiktoker like other people it took me just yesterday to figure out he had a huge platform so I would be getting hate from some of his fans of course but I didn't care as long as I had him

I haven't spoken to the boys and Mattia ever since the day I left the hospital.They really haven't told me about if he got his heart or not and I wish they would've atleast tried and told me so I wouldn't worry as much as I am right about now

Hugging me and giving me a kiss on my cheek Josh stands behind me and watched me finish my finishing touches on my hair.Setting down my brush I smile in the mirror at him admiring how he looked at me with his cute little smile

"hi babe you look pretty as always",he says letting go with a cute smirk on his face.Getting up from the stool I go to my closet and choose an outfit for this date we're going on,"not just about yet,but thank you handsome",I say with the outfit in my hand and giving him a quick peck on his lips

Ushering my way to the bathroom I shut the door and hop in the shower once i'm done I get ready for the day,wash my face brush my teeth and even do light makeup.I still have to go to therapy on Wednesdays but today I have off because why not

If your wondering why I have to go to therapy well..you should know why obviously but we're not gonna get into that.Once I were finished I walked out and seen Josh buttoning his shirt up his abs were so..wow.Looking away I could feel him smirking from a mile a way

"like what you see?",he says with his deep voice.Pushing s piece of hair behind my ear I look away from him trying to to blush.Grabbing my purse and keys I open the bedroom door,"i'll be in the car",I say rushing out of the room hearing the sound of him chuckle.This boy I swear
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Casually walking up and down the streets of New Jersey me and josh were laughing and giggling the entire time.We stopped sometimes to get food or a snack or we stopped to watch people do what they absolutely love best

It's so fun to watch people do what they love or do what their good at.I like seeing from peoples perspective.A man wanted me to try and juggle first I said no but than Josh insisted and so did the guy so I covered my face and laughed.Grabbing the balls I tried to toss them so many times it did not work out at all

Bumping into someone I gasped and turned around trying to say sorry.It was a girl with pretty brown curly hair and brown eyes,"Oh my gosh i'm so sorry I didn't mean to hit you,are you hurt?",I say helping her up off of the dirty ground

"No it's fine i'm ok really i'm ok",she says trying to calm me down but I couldn't take no for an answer,"what's your name?",I say talking to her she smiles a bit at me

"Alessya but you could call me Ale",she says smiling a bright smile at me.Giving her a smile back I shake her hand,"Nice to meet you Alessya my names Hayden,I don't think I could call y-",I try saying but get cut off by someone butting in.Looking up I see a smiling Ale giving the girl infront of me a hug

How iconic Ale and Ale perfect for each other,"so Alejandro I just met this girl her name i-",she tries saying but gets cut off.This boy and cutting people off,"Hayden!",he screams and gives me a bear hug.I'm gonna pretend i'm not suffocating right now and just enjoy this moment

"long time no..."

...𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝗶'𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗼...

𝟭𝟬𝟮𝟯 𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀