Bitter -m.p

75.

i love you i love you i love you
that's all i want to say

Sitting in the quiet living room I stare out the window wondering if Hayden's alright she did call me last night to tell me that she was fine and that she didn't do any drugs.That girl is gonna drive me crazy I swear she is.I wonder how my boss is gonna react when I tell him about my kid.He might not like the idea of it at all.Maybe I shouldn't tell the man at all

"Mattia your staring out the window like a weirdo and it's creepy",Alvaro says as he chews loudly on his food.Rolling my eyes not even looking at him I sigh.Spinning myself around in the chair I look at him than at the rest of the boys who were either sleeping or filling out paperwork I gave them for being idiots at the meeting yesterday

"Will you stop chewing that food loud you baboon?",Roshaun yells at Alvaro about to throw a pillow at him but I glare at the boy and he slowly sits the pillow down while groaning.I wanna go home to see my baby well my babies.My nerves are getting to me I can't imagine being away from her for this long

"Your worried about Hayden huh?",turning around there's Alejandro who's just woken up probably from us talking or from when Roshaun yelled at Alvaro whatever.I'm not answering there questions i'm just trying to sit in silence and think about my girl while i'm about to be here for months

Stupid shit i'm about to quit this shit and work at a gas station and pump peoples fucking gas.These people are fucking me.Yes I said that and what about it.Shit I sound like Hayden what a shame Mattia Polibio,"I'm here boys,now let's get down to business",my boss says coming into the room.Taking a deep breathe I look at the boys who look at me

"You better hope he doesn't go ballistic after you tell him the news",Mariano whispers to me  as he sits in the chair next to me.I hope he doesn't say something I don't wanna hear cause it'll break me and it'll break her...one of us
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Ok so i'm eating a bowl of nutella and bananas that's actually pretty normal to me honestly.Atleast it's not pickles and pringle's together or salt and vinegar chips with icecream.Mhm that actually sounds pretty tasty to me I'll have to get some.Getting snapped out of my thoughts Vic and Xan run into the kitchen Xan was chasing Vic and Vic hid behind me like I was supposed to protect her from the demon herself

"Do it look like i'm a shield to you?",I say to Vic as I eat my food and she moves me side to side so Xan doesnt get her.Getting out of Bics grip I move from infront her.That didn't work because as soon as Xan was about to smack Vic the little midget moved me infront of her causing the girl to smack me making my mouth go agape.And that smack was hard as fuck

"You little bitch,ima beat the shit out of you",I say chasing her out of the kitchen all around the place.Xan helped me as a peace treaty for laying her hands on me.Grabbing the girl from behind Xan holds her tight for me so I could go up to her and get my hit back.Running to her as she tried getting out of Xan's grip I smack her in the face and than the girl who held her releases her

"Payback is surely a bitch",Vic says sighing holding her cheek.Laughing we all go back into the kitchen eating and talking about our day and that's when Mattia calls me.Taking my phone I hear his voice through the phone.He sounded worn out and tired.My poor baby is stressing 

I wish I can i stress him out if you know what I mean.Let me stop y'all i'm a saint.God forgive me for have I...

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