Bitter -m.p

60.

i'm more than just an option (hey,hey,hey)
refuse to be forgotten (hey,hey,hey)

Doing my hair I look at myself in the mirror and began to see Kairi appear next to me.He smiled as he stood in his white suit and watched as I put on my makeup and tried my best not to cry.Sooner or later I finished and he put his hands on my shoulders and it was weird that I could feel him

Taking a deep breathe and letting it out I close my eyes and drop my head so it's facing my lap.Picking my head back up I shake all the sadness off but I just couldn't get over how every time I get some good it just gets taken away from me.Mattia walks in the room just as I began to hyperventilate as tears fell from my cheeks

"Hey calm down it's gonna be ok",grabbing me and holding me close Mattia comforts me as I grieve over the loss of Kairi.I'm glad he's always here to save me or cheer me up but I just feel like he's doing it just to get back with me,"are you using me as an advantage?",I say in his arms looking at the ground

"Sitting in silence for a bit he unwraps his arms and turns me to face him,"No I would never do that,I made a promise when we first actually dated I promised to be there for you and protect you no matter what",he says placing his hands on my cheeks,"And I will always keep that promise",hugging me I smile as he squeezes me tight causing me to laugh

"Alright ima go so you could get dressed but hurry down,there's food",smirking he opens the door and leaves me sitting at my vanity.Sighing I stand up and grab my dress and right then and there I put on my outfit.After about 10 minutes of putting my outfit on and looking at myself in the mirror I open my door and take a deep breathe

Going to the stair well everyone just always seem to turn and look at me.Shaking my head with a smile I walk down the stairs and everyone's eyes followed me as I walked.Turning around to face every single person that were staring at me,"I fancy a bloody mary mates,would you care to get me one?",I say and they all scurry around going to get me a drink

"To bad I got it first",Mattia says coming from behind me holding and handing me my drink with a smile on his face.Playfully rolling my eyes I take his drink and follow him to sit on the couch
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Casually just sitting on the couch me and Mattia just watched as everyone partied and had fun when their host isn't even here.I don't think Mattia knows that Josh is hosting this party so he might act up a little well let's not say that maybe a lot

"Mattia",I whisper while laying my head on the boys shoulder as he held tight to me while taking a sip of his beer.Feeling him look down on me I look up at him,"Promise me you won't start anything tonight",I say giving him a pouty face

"I can't make any promises and you know that but i'll try",he says placing a small smile on his face looking back to where I was looking I smiled and sighed a bit reassuring myself everything would be ok.But than that's when he came in and I felt Mattia grip onto me trying to resist doing anything to the boy

"Hello my party guest how you liking the party?",he yells causing everyone to cheer and look at him.Smiling at how happy everyone is I look up at Mattia and he's glaring at Josh,"You said you'll try",I mumbled under my breathe turning to look forward again

"Well hello my fellow friends,enjoying the party?",he says smiling a bright smile at us both.Slightly putting a smile on his face Mattia removes his arm from around me and shakes his hand causing me to look impressed and Josh to

"It's great love it,keep up the good work dude",the young man with black hair says while sitting back and wrapping his back around me.Smiling I look up at Josh and he reaches down to give me a short little hug and smiles at me,"your looking good Hayden enjoy the rest of the party",he winks and walks away

"She will ugly bastard",Mattia says under his breathe while squeezing so hard onto his beer bottle that it broke.Everyone looked back at him and gasped.Blood leaked from his hand and onto the floor,"Mattia let me help you with that",I say trying to grab his hand but he just gets up and storms away from me angrily

"Hey Mattia your hands bleeding",I can hear Josh say from the kitchen.Shaking my head I get up and sprint to the kitchen but find that their both no longer there.Looking around the house I spot the front door being left open a bit so running with heels on trying not to fall and break any bones in my body I run out of the door and follow my instincts on where he would go
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At this point I didn't have any type of shoes or socks on my feet I was bare foot and cold.I might just get sick from this.Finally getting to the park I spot them both fighting each other but Mattia seemed to be winning,"Mattia stop it please,do it for me please or do it for us",I yell to him about to let Josh go the boy under Mattia tries to attack him and Mattia punches him causing him to fall backward and his head to crack open

Running over to the monkey bars my mouth were wide and I couldn't believe what just happened.Mattia jumped down and checked his pulse but it were nothing,"He deserved to die anyways just not by my fault it was all his fault he beat on you and he knew the consequences so he's dead,we need to hide his body now",Mattia says picking up his body blood poured out everywhere and I followed behind the tall boy in black in shock

We're so going to get hunted or go to jail for this and i'm not up for...

...𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩...

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