Bitter -m.p

76.

do i appear in your train of thought
think of me at all?,every now and then

{ℍ𝕒𝕪𝕕𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕄𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕒 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕪𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕖}

Feeding Maurizio it's pronounced like Mauricio but spelled different.Yes the baby is a little boy he's so precious.He has dads big dowy eyes and nose but has mommy's smile.I can tell he's gonna be a mommy's boy I just know he is.Walking in the room is a smiling Mattia who's just got back from work

"I'm gonna change and than i'll be right back my love",he says going to his closet and grabbing. a pair of clothes.Jogging to the bathroom he quickly changed and than jumps on the bed causing me and the baby to shake.Choking on milk Maurizio coughs all in my face,"Mattia look what you did you fucker!",I smack him on his arm

Poking his lip out he gives me the i'm sorry look and i give him a kiss on the cheek as I pat the babies back.As soon as I pulled away he gently grabs my chin and kisses me multiple times causing me to giggle,"Ok babe i forgive you",I laugh as he smiles a bright smile

Hearing a scream me and Mattia instantly get up and go down the stairs.I carefully run with the baby in my arms as I make my way to the project room to see the plants on fire,"Yo what the fuck!",Mattia yells while running to get the fire hydrant.I walk out of the area because it was so much smoke and the baby could get hurt

Everyone walks out of the room looking down at the ground and goes into the living room.They must feel bad about burning his shit down.He'll get over it soon I think i don't know.And there he was angrily stomping out of the room holding the fire hydrant with an angry look on his face not even looking at me but straight ahead.I was gonna say something but I just kept my mouth shut

"oh Dios mío",I whisper while turning around and making my way towards the living room.As soon as I got there everyone was scattered around the living room looking at the ground or a wall as Mattia sat on a stool in the middle of the living room staring at all of the while his hands were folded

I just stood there rocking the baby back and forth so he could fall asleep.Hopefully Mattia doesn't yell and scare him.If he does i'm gonna pound him,"You fuckers burned down my project room",he says calm but obviously mad.Covering his eyes with his hands he sighs,"who caused it?"he says removing his hands from his face and cracking his knuckles

All of them stayed quiet and that's when they confessed,"We all were about to smoke so we had grabbed the lighter,and I was the one who tried lighting the weed,so Alvaro and Roshaun were playing around and they bumped into me causing me to drop the lighter and it burned pretty fast",Xan says her voice shaky

I felt bad because their all scared at the moment and when Mattias mad he's mad and I mean horrible mad,"Mattia maybe it's not that big of a deal we can just go buy more greene-",I try saying but than he yells scaring me and everyone else especially the baby who starts to scream at the top of his lungs

Trying to rock the baby back to sleep I look at Mattia like he was crazy,"I did that myself,I grew those plants,I used my own hands and soiled and watered those plants,that was my favorite room!,I'm not buying shit their all gonna plant my shit again!",he continues to yell causing the baby to continually cry

"Shut up your scaring him!",I yell getting in his face causing him to go soft and take the baby from my hands to take him to sleep.Looking behind me he looks at everyone,"I'm sorry but I mean what I said,no more smoking in here go outside with that shit",he growls at them and they all say ok and leave the living room like nothing happened

Sighing I push my hair out of my face and look at Mattia once again and he just doesn't pay me no mind and watches as Maurizio falls asleep in his arms.I enjoyed the moment but I was also furious with him about the entire situation but I still loved this.Smiling a bit I kiss the baby on his cheek and mattia looks up and leans in for a kiss.I give him a kiss and than we both smile at each other and than look back at our handsome son who looked like both of us in...

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