(jiara) i want you

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kiaras pov

everything was weird today, we got back from getting the fruits and the island was silent witch for the boys was weird, i expected them to be running round and screaming or something, but they weren't instead they were all sulking in different parts of the beach, i wasn't quite sure what to make of the situation so i walked over to jj, 'hey you ok?' i asked him, as i brushed sand from my legs, 'yeah im fine' he said as he got up and walked away from me, i watched him as he moved to our tent, i was confused why was he ignoring me like this, i mean this morning we fine and then i get fruit and were not?

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jjs pov

when kiara got back to the island i didn't look at her instead i looked at pope who just sighed and walked even further from me then he already was, i wasn't sure how to go about this situation. i needed to talk to pope but i knew if i went over to him now it would just end in a screaming match, so i left it.

kiara cane over to me and asked me if i was ok, i didn't even look at her, i couldn't look at her, i bluntly said that i was fine back and then walked off, it killed me to walk away from her like that because the last thing i wanted to do was lose her, as we walked away i could feel her eyes staring at me as i walked in to the tent, i was unsure if i wanted to go into the tent because it was mine and kiaras so she had every right to follow me, but i think i hurt her to much for her to follow me, this was gonna kill me.

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kiaras pov

it had now been a couple of hours since we got back and since sarah and pope had, had some sort of argument but jj was still not talking to me, i was getting fed up of it so i went to talk to him.

he was sitting on a log with his head in his hands looking kinda down, i walked over to him and sat next to him making him jump a little, 'hey' i said to him not really sure on what to aske next, 'hey' he replied, for some reason this "hey" made my blood boil, i mean dont i deserve more then a hey, maybe an explanation on why no one will tell me the truth on whats going on and why hes ignoring me, but no just a hey from jj.

i soon started to doubt myself, have i done something wrong, was it my fault that no one was talking to each other, i nearly started hyperventilating at the thought but just kept calm so i could speak to jj, 'did i do something?' i asked him, suddenly his face shot up to face me, 'no, no its not your fault, its just something that happened between me and pope' i looked at him in a sort of anger but also sorrow, 'well you can talk to me jj' i said now really wanting to know what was going on, he looked away, 'i dont want to talk about it kie' i sighed out of anger, 'you know thats not it jj, you just dont want to talk about it with me, because ive seen you spill your heart out to everyone on the island even cleo but not me, and instead of just pretending to get on with it, your ignoring me... do you know how shit that makes me feel' i stood up out of anger, not really knowing what to do with myself, i waited for a response from him... nothing.

i walked of with a tear in my eye and went to my bed.

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jjs pov

shit what have i just done, my plan was to ignore her not make her feel like shit and now shes angry at me, ughh what have i done.

i thought to myself, what am i doing, i have ruined everything i have with kiara for pope even though popes not even talking to me, this is so dumb.

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sarahs pov

it was getting late and i realised jj was still sulking and so was kiara now, i knew it pope didn't apologise to jj! that son of a bitch. i stormed over to him again this time more fuelled with rage then i was this morning, he saw me coming over towards him and i knew that straight away he knew why i was there, he sighed as he made himself comfortable not even trying to ignore me as he knew he couldn't, 'really! you lied to me, you told me you was gonna sort things out with jj for kiaras sake and you didn't!' i was ready to kill the boy at this point, 'and to make it better the only reason jjs doing this is so that you and him would still be friends because he respects you and your not even talking to him, your pathetic pope you really are' pope sighed, 'i just couldn't do it, she means to much to me for me to see her go of with someone else' pope shouted back.

soon enough everyone was watching again and this time i didn't hold back, i let everyone hear what i had to say, even kiara.

'you are ruining her pope! just 10 minutes ago she was crying in her tent because jjs ignoring her, and who's fault is that, its yours pope' out the corner of my eye i could see kiaras facial expression change, she was in shock hearing everything, hearing the truth.

'I HAVE NOTHING WITHOUT HER SARAH' pope screamed, i looked at him with pure anger.

'YOU STILLL HAVE HER POPE!... just not in that way... if you need to talk to her shes here, if you need help with something shes here, but you cannot force her to love you, because she doesn't'

his faced turned to the floor helpless.

general pov

kiara stepped forward towards sarah and pope, 'really, thats what this was about because you still love me' kiara tutted, 'i can not believe you right now' she then turned to jj, 'and you, you would listen to that, i understand bro code and all but you wouldn't even talk to me like a friend' her voice broke as tears streamed her face, 'kie-'

'no jj' she turned to pope, 'this last 24 hours i felt like shit, i felt like no one on this island was my friend because everyone lied to me about what was going on, to cover for YOU! and instead of telling me the truth and talking to me about it you lied and made me feel like shit, because i had lost jj, because i had lost you' she sighed and looked at the ground as she walked away towards the forest, 'kie please' pope said, she ignored it and kept walking, jj ran up to her and stopped her, 'kie you've got to listen' she scoffed, 'listen!? you weren't even talking to me today and now you want me to listen' she looked away from him, 'oh and pope sarah was right you had me, through everything i was there for you and i was prepared to still be there for you' pope looked at her, 'had you?' he asked, 'yeah because you've lost me now' she turned around with a little cry as she continued to walk to where they all had slept the first night under the palm trees snuggled together, the memory nearly made her cry as she remembered how she had cuddled with jj that night and even morning.