(jiara) i want you

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all the pogues were now back at the beach none of them wanting to leave kiaras side, until sarah had told them all to back off because it was to overwhelming for her, sarah stayed with her and they just talked it out.

'oh my god kie i am so glad your ok' sarah said, still crying, 'i am so, so sorry, i didn't mean to cause all this, i just thought that i was causing to many problems, and- and i just i-' she couldn't speak through all the crying, sarah hugged her, they were crying into each others shoulders, 'hey, its ok' she reassured, 'im right here, you know that... i just need you to be able to talk to me, because your my best friend and i would put my whole life on hold just to make sure your ok, i just need you to know that ok' kiara nodded and smiled, 'i love you' she added, 'i love you too' kiara replied, the two then went to the jj topic.

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jj and pope were sitting around the fire pit, with there heads in there hands, 'what is wrong with us' jj said, pope looked up, 'we nearly caused our best friend to kill herself' jj was angry at himself, 'yeah well you saved her man' pope said, 'im sorry, you and kie are good together, everything you said to save her today was amazing, about her future and the pogues' he paused, 'your a good man jj and you deserve her' he said, jj smiled and sighed, 'thanks, but i think its a bit late now' he said as he walked off to john B.

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'so jj' sarah asked, kiara sighed, 'i just dont know right now, i really wanted to be with him but after everything he said and did i just dont think things can be the same' she said, 'well do you still want to be with him?' sarah asked as they sat down on the sand, opposite each other, 'yeah, i guess' she said, 'well then you have to give him a second chance' kiara sighed 'come on kie, you want him, and he wants you' sarah added, kiara looked up at her, 'yeah but i dont wanna seem desperate after every things that happened' sarah smiled, 'so make him fight for you, you deserve this... you deserve a man who will fight for you, so if he wont fight he dont deserve you' she said, 'yeah' kiara lightened up a bit, 'yeah, your right, if he wont fight for me then he doesn't deserve me!' kiara smiled.

she was right, she knew she deserved more then what she was getting, so she was gonna make him fight for her and if he didn't then, she would move on.

it was getting dark and the pogues were getting hungry, john B, sarah, cleo and pope were making dinner,

pope and john B were tryna get fish, and cleo and sarah were doing the fruits and veg, kie had offered to help but they had told her no because of her stitches and they didn't wanna get it infected and, jj had decided now was a good time to talk to kie so he just told them that he couldn't cook, witch was actually true so, he weren't lying.

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jjs pov

me and kiara went into our tent, to talk so we were alone and no one could here us, 'so how are you?' i asked her, ughh what a stupid question, how is she? how do you think she is she just tried to commit! i was mentally screaming at myself, 'ive- ive been better' she replied, i saw a tear fall down her face, i wiped it away, moving closer to her, 'im... sorry' i said, she was probably tired from hearing it but i needed her to know.

she looked at me, 'i know' she replied with a little smile, her smile made my heart warm, 'jj?' she asked, 'yeah' i replied, 'after everything that happened i still like you' it made me smile, as i knew what she meant (like as in crush sort of thing) 'but i cant let anything happen yet...' she paused, 'if you really want us to be something, witch at the minute i dont think you do' she said a bit quieter, 'i need you to prove it to me jj' she was hesitant to say this, but the words hit me hard, because she was right, i did need to prove to her that she literally meant the world to me, i nodded and smiled before she left the tent and walked over to sarah.

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kiaras pov

i walked over to sarah who was cutting up tomatoes we had found, 'i told him' i blurted out, her face went wide with a smile, 'really' she looked so proud, i nodded, 'wait so what did you say, how'd you tell him' she was throwing questions at me like i was some sort of convict, 'i wasn't mean to him' i said, 'i just told him that, if there's something here worth fighting for, then fight for it' i smiled, 'i told him to prove it to me and then maybe we could have something again' she was so happy, 'oh kie you are just amazing' sarah said, she was so excited and happy