I stared at him while he was sleeping so peaceful so warm I was down bad for Christian knight, so bad just the looks of him was getting my panties wet but we were taking things slow but that didn't stop the thoughts of my first time and him being so deep inside me I could feel him in places I didn't expect. The way he filled me and touched me I can still feel my first and my last.
I cares his face and my eyes traveled down to his muscles and tattoos the more I looked the more my panties got wetter. I need a release and I need it now
I headed straight to the bathroom stripped naked and relaxed in the shower I can't do it no matter how bad I'm craving him and sex I can't fucking do it
"Can I join you"
it felt like the devil was knocking on the door and I was about to let him in
"Yeah"
he slided the glass door open and came in fully naked i kelp my eyes on his I didn't dare look down
"afraid to look down are we?"
"I'm trying to tame myself"
"Didnt seem like it lastnight I got hard from your moments"
"I don't know what your talking about"
"You want some head?"
"W-were taking things slow"
"Answer my question"
"No"
He backed me to the wall the water hittin my face making everything blurry I didn't dare move the devil was trying to get in my head
"So you don't want daddy tongue licking and sucking on your clit? my fingers inside your tight hole. Huh ja'na?"
it was barley a whisper
"Please stop"
He was drawing circles on stomach it felt so nice to be touched after three long years
"Ok, I'll stop"
my heart sunk yes I told him to stop but that wasn't really what I wanted I wanted him to take control, choke me up, and fucking feast on me but I couldn't say that so when he left out the shower I knew I lost my chance
"Close mouths don't get fed"
Was the only thing he said before closing the door
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Heading to class my head wasn't clear I had so much sexual frustration it made me angry all I wanted was a release to fucking feel the shit I desire but we were taking things slow I didn't want to rush anything
No matter how much I wanted it I had to wait
My first two classes was a breeze it was the third class I didn't want to be in I slowly walked so I didn't run into Christian or Kenzie I thought about skipping and before I knew it I was heading to my car heading to moms house
Calvin was here his busted down car was in the drive way Taking up space. I really have a little sibling on the way that shit crazy
"Ja'na! I missed you"
"Hey mom"
" did you find a place for the gender reveal?"
" not yet"
" ja'na you was suppose to been found a place the fuck have you been doing?"
"Working and living my life! I'll find a place Youn have to hassle me"
"aren't you suppose to be at school?"
"I skipped"
"Why the fuck you skipping school"
"Ian feel good today"
"Whatever still a liar just like your daddy, just clear your room that's gon be the nursery and I need it done by next week!! Don't be procrastinating and I would like for you to have a place found by next week too"
"What happens next week"
"Calvin family coming in"
"Where is Calvin? I seen his busted down car"
"First off he's sleeping"
"In yo bed?"
"Mins your business girl"
"Yeahh I'm grabbing some stuff and heading home you doing to much but we gon blame it in the pregnancy, you been eating healthy and stuff?"
"Girl I know how to carry a baby for nine months and push it out ion need you checking on me"
"Ite I'm finna head out after I grab my stuff"
"Don't wake up Calvin"
I grabbed a few more clothes and shoes to take when I found a picture of me and Ethan. my heart just shattered completely I fucking miss him and I don't even know if he's alive or dead that's what hurting me the most
I headed home with tears curling in my eyes every once and a while. The past always finds a way to come and fuck me over
I walked in the house grabbed my ice cream and went to bed I was in the middle of maleficent two which is good ass fuck when someone knocked on my door
I paused my show asks dragged my feet to the front door
"Cant answer my text or calls?"
"My phones on dnd"
he pushed me aside and walked though the house
"Where is he?"
"Where is who?"
"THE BASTARD THAT YOUE FUCKING SEEING DONT FUCKING PLAY WITH ME"
I shut the door and locked it clearly someone having an episode
"I haven't been seeing anyone but you and calm down yelling in my house"
he walked up too me grabbing my chin
"Don't play with me"
"You looking stupid and let my chin go"
"Have you been crying?"
"No"
"Don't lie to me, what's wrong? Did I do something? baby I'm sorry ok"
"You didn't do anything I'm fine calm down"
"Why didn't you come to class today? Was it Kenzie is she bothering you? I told that whore to stay away from you"
"Christian calm down no ones bothered me I just went to check on my moms just chill mann"
"Ok I'm calm"
"W-why do you look high?"
"I'm not high ja'na"
"Your lying your eyes are bloodshot red, you back doing drugs?"
"BABY NO! I just had something to drink that's all I promise, I told you I was done with drugs didn't I? I'm done"
"Alright"
"I'm going to get your stuff your coming to my house"
"I was watching tv"
"You can watch it at my house now go I'll lock everything up"
"First off don't tell me what to do and bring my ice cream"
" yeah yeah"
he went in the back room while I clean the kitchen a little and cut the lights off
" what's taking you so long"
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"Bae"
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"OMGGG YOU CANT BE L-"
"Why do you have this"
if it's not one thing it's something else
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Can I Be Her? Book two
Teen Fictionnever thought I'll be back in California but after three years I'm here! "I cant believe I never seen you around" "I just moved back here after three years" "after class you should come hang out with me and my boyfriend and his friends" "I dont wan...
