Can I Be Her? Book two

14.Christan

I woke up with a smile on my face, then it disappeared. The headache and the pain that radiated from my body made me wince

"I told you to be easy today, you have a lot of bruising"

"I mean what we did lastnight didn't really prevent this either"

"Well you shouldn't have ate my food"

"I recall that I bought it though"

"Who did you buy it for though"

"Not the point"

"I think it is the biggest point of all, now! Breakfast is on the table downstairs, I only have two classes together, and I have to work so I'll be back to check on you around nine, that's if your still up"    I stared at her, just blinking and looking into those eyes, those big brown baby dull eyes

"Do I have something on your face?"

"Your beautiful you know that"

"I do, I tell myself that everyday. Now rest and I'll be back later"

"Promise?"

"This is a promise I intend to keep"

"I love you"

"I love you too"
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"I hope everything is good with you and ja'na"

"Polo, I never knew I'll be this happy, i realized that I was scared man. I was fucking scared she didn't love me and I did some crazy shit! But now I know..."

"What exactly do you know?"

"I know I'm not losing her this time, I know she's here for good"

"That's good man!"

"You okay!"

"Nah man I been dealing with some shit"

"What's going on? You and Marie fusing?"

"Shorty claim I got her pregnant three years ago, she want me to be in lil man life and shit but I don't know if he mine"

"What Marie say?"

"I haven't even told her, I been tryna bring it up and shit but I know I fucked up, it's not even about me possibly having a child in the world, it's the fact that if he mine I missed theee years of his life! I can't get that back."

"What you think Marie gonna do?"

"She gonna understand but she still insecure, Marie could front all she want but deep down she still thinks I'm that same nigga from three years ago, and I'm not.i changed for her man, I love her"

"Damn When you gonna tell her?"

"I gotta do it tonight, home girl wanna get the DNA test when they come back in town"

"Who is she?"

"Bri from the maxos club"

"I thought you made her leave after you saw Marie"

"That night I called her, it was only suppose to be head and a quick nut"

"What the hell happened"

"That throat did sum else to a nigga"

"Damn"

"Then the Pussy was way to good to pull out"

"So you lefted Marie at your house that night for a quick nut but ended up having a baby"

"Possibly baby"

"Do he look like you"

"He looks like bri all the way that's why it's hard to tell"

"Just when you tell her give her space"

" that's the part that's gonna hurt the most, I got use to seeing and being with her everyday I can't let this mistake ruin that"

"Sorry man I wish I knew what to do"

"Yeah me too"

I gotta go meet ja'na at the house before she get off"

"Already spending the night?"

"Nah I wish, she just took the key after we ate"

"That's sounds nice"

"Nice?"

"I just don't want you to move to fast"

"How is eating moving fast"

"Just in general c, just take things slow, I don't want any of you to get hurt again"

"I'll keep that in mind, look I gotta go ja'na been off , I hope you and Marie work it out"

"Ite"