Why did I tell him that?
I shouldn't have said that no matter how true it was. Now i'm looking stupid!
"Why did you tell his big headed ass that?"
"It was in the moment Marie, and that's how I felt"
"Felt or feel?"
"That's how I feel...I love Christan"
"Then what's stopping you from telling him that?"
"The fear of rejection"
"But Christan did it three years ago, and then he got rejected but still fought for you"
"I know, I'll do the same if i wasn't so busy"
"Would you?"
"He's stuck on the past Marie, he isn't gonna let up"
"Your giving up on him, he gave you his last, between me and you he just think you dont love him anymore"
"Really?
"If you love him you should fight"
"What If he reject me?"
"Don't give up"
"What if it don't work?"
"If its meant to be then it will work"
"But what if it doesn't?"
"Then you can move on knowing you tried"
"I don't want to make a fool out myself"
"Christan did! More than you can count"
"Stop comparing me to Christan because I'm not Him"
"Clearly"
"What's that suppose to mean?"
"I was here during the after math , when everyone was sad, when Christan was a mess, I had to clean it all up....so don't do this to him again, you can't take this serious! This is someone's life! Their feelings!"
"I know that"
"Do you?"
"Yes"
"And what if a old friend comes alone....would you know then"
"Marie..."
"Yes or no"
"OK. I get where your coming from but I think you need to focus on you and polo"
"I got mines...do you?"
"I will"
"He deserve better"
"Excuse me?"
"Friend to friend...he deserves someone who loves him like kenzie did"
"Kenzie didn't give a fuck about Christan...she had a whole side nigga"
"What?"
I didn't wanna turn around that voice that I urged for, sounded so hurt
"Sorry c, she had a backup nigga"Marie says so calm
"Who?"
"We don't know, she just told Jana and me she has and backup nigga"
"so bitches really aren't shit?"
"not ever female is like that christan"
"that's what they all say...ja'na can i talk to you?"
"right now?"
"duh"
"no need for the attitude"
"you coming or not?"
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Can I Be Her? Book two
Teen Fictionnever thought I'll be back in California but after three years I'm here! "I cant believe I never seen you around" "I just moved back here after three years" "after class you should come hang out with me and my boyfriend and his friends" "I dont wan...
