Can I Be Her? Book two

8) ja'na

"I just dont understand I thought we were ok and he just pulls this"

I tried to wrap my head around it too, he seems so fond of her, he even said he loved her so why would Christan break up with this girlfriend of two years

"I dont know what to say...im sorry. Did he say why?"

"Because he can't lie to himself anymore...he said he liked me but that wasn't enough, he said he was just trying to fill a hole in His heart"

"I'm so sorry kenzie"

"Everyone said he was gonna break my heart"

"At least he was honest"

I blinked at marie

"What? Others would cheat and let you find out that way"

"She's right kenzie"

"It still hurts! Two fucking years gone"

"Maybe you can focus on yourself"

"I miss him already, maybe I should call him again"

"What makes you think he'll answer this call if he didnt answer the other thirty?"

I shot marie a look

"What? He doesnt want her and she has got to let him go! Theirs more fish In the sea"

"But they arent him!"

"Whats makes him so special?"

"He needed me, all my life I was never needed and he needed me!"

"Well he must not need you anymore if he dropped you like that"

"Marie! Not helping"

"I'm just saying, stop crying over him! Put a dress on so you can relax and lets go out"

"You been around polo to much! Old marie wouldnt say that"

"Its been three years ja'na...I've changed"

"Maybe thats a good idea marie, i need to forget about him Today is Saturday! Ja'na get off work in an hour and its  only gonna be six"

"I dont party anymore did y'all forget"

"Maybe this o-"

"Nope."

"Lets slash his tires, and key his car!"

"Kenzie you cant be for real...it aint that deep"

"Yea marie right its not that deep"

"Two fucking years of my life wasted! I want revenge"

"His dad  and mom are rich! He can get new tires" I Reminded her

"So! Lets run there pockets empty"

"Kenzie, dont be that crazy girl"

"My father was right, i shouldn't have invested my life in him..I just, I just wanted to take a chance on him"

"Kenzie, you have to take chances In life so you can learn from the mistakes, you're feelings hurt now but down the road your gonna realize it was worth it, because somewhere is a guy that wants to be with you that wants to cherish you,"

"Your right"

"I know"

"Let me go make a call"

"To who?"

"Just this guy I was seeing when Christan and I was dating"

"Wait, you were cheating on him?"

"Nah, I was just making sure I had a backup plan if me and Christan didnt work out"