Rinxharu- lost in your eye (BoyxBoy)-on hold till I'm back from overseas

Warmth

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Chapter 12 is out!
Wooo!
This chapter is happier :)
But does have some scenes that may upset Individuals.
Hopefully you enjoy it x
Love you all x
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Song: Machines
Artist: Koda
Channel: MrSuicideSheep
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Would you hold me in the rain? When I'm breaking?
-Rin

Would you even notice the fear in my eyes?, or my battle scars? I didn't think so.
-Haru x
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Image: Edit by me
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~Rin~
People come and go, some stay in the end and some just plainly leave without a trace.

Some we beg to stay
Some we just let free

We love people
But then again, we sometimes really love people

Some People are terrible at hiding emotion

Some are masters of hiding emotion

Each person takes things in different ways

Some love something

Some may hate that something

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But all together, we are human in the end

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Haru sat peaceful on his bed, legs crossed and sipping on a juice box. The film was in his other hand. the film which would decide my fate of Haru and I's friendship.

Outside the window was a soft pitter patter of rain and a faded train sound.

The room which the both of us sat in was cold, although at the same time it was hot due to contact.

My sensors were at high alert. Each moment and each rain drop I heard, not a single one missed. I was so focused, you'd think I could be a super hero.

But I'm far from being a super hero

I can't save people
I can't fly
I can't tell people they'll be fine
I can't see without light
I can't run from darkness
I can't control my emotions monsters
I can't control anything when it take over my mind
I can't be a hero
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But I can be a villain.
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During my daydreaming,
Haru had finished his juice box and was now yawning. He lightly shook me and when I didn't reply, he took the film over to the video player and started to play it.
A large lump formed in my throat. This is it, the film held memories of Haru and I. This film was made for Haru to remember all the exceptional things. With that, letting the darkness for once, rest and stay still and calm.

The smooth music started playing and a 10 year old Haru and I, showed up on the screen. The raven haired boy stiffened at the sight. Early in, Haru had started yawning at the film.

That made my heart sink, did he not enjoy it? Again my ideas fail. I slowly started sliding down the wall and rest my head in my hands. Failure is all I am. " oi Rin, come on you're missing the video" Haru said leaning down towards me. Automatically my cheeks reddened and my eyes diverted towards his cleavage. It was quite shameful taking advantage of the exposed skin. Gently I placed my hand on his chest, making it looks as though I'm pushing him back. Although realistically I'm just feeling his soft skin under my touch.

The video continued and the final thing screened.

It was a video of Haru and I at the age of 17 when we raced again. The final hug at the end and me thanking Haru for showing me the best sight. I was smiling to myself and Haru was in tears. " buddy you okay?" I said, wrapping my bulky arms around his frail body. Hence I started rubbing his shoulders and whispering " shh just calm down bud, then talk". My words soothed him, automatically relaxing himself in my arms. His hair smelt of Franglais with a hint of sweat. " Rin, why does everyone go mad eventually?" Haru said with a poker face and puffed eyes. The answer wasn't easy to think of but somehow I came up with one. " Haru my bud, madness comes in different forms, some get it from being exposed to horrid scenarios, some get the madness from change, some show madness on the outside, some show madness by mixes of emotion, some are raised to be just tough, some get so lost in their own world that everything beyond it; is fake" I stopped myself because I could go on forever. Madness, isn't just a simple emotion, we discover it in our own way. As a teen, madness was just pushing away my problems because I was scared of being discover and being alone. Was it normal being this way? Technically we all have different opinions on madness and whether it's positive or negative. My opinion on how, I was, isn't positive. All I did was slowly destroy my friends. Haru sighed softly and rubbed my thigh " Rin thank you, you've showed me the sight that I've missed for years". Excitement took over when hearing that. My first instinct was to grip onto Haru and embrace him. A new emotion flooded the room, it wasn't anger or sadness. This time it was pure happiness and warmth. Our embrace lasted ages because neither of us were planning on letting go.

---Third person Pov---
Rin's heart was beating in time with Haru's beating heart. Each beat was music to Rin's ears. Both boys didn't speak, as the famous saying goes " actions speak louder then words". In fact actions weren't needed much, a simple eye contact was perfect. Though there was nothing romantic happening it was fix with simple friend hugs and laughing. 

Both were happy

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Time skip
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Both boys stayed up late, chatting and eating pizza. Even if their into keeping fit, even Rin and Haru couldn't go past a classic pizza. The pair spent their hours fighting over which movie was better and watching different old classic movie. Therefore Rin and Haru stayed up till both past out from fatigue, ending up falling asleep on each other with Rin spooning Haru's small body. 

'Warning sexual contain (not smut xD that's for later) (well it kinda is but whatever)

~Rin's dream~

Haru was in my arms and the scent of frangipani infused the room, I've never felt so perfect with someone. His fragile body moved slowly in my grip, radiating heat. It started to get unbearable. Quickly I removed my shirt and lay back next to him. There was no Mimi around to interrupt us. Simple alone time with my best friend who I want to do sexual actions to. What else could a man ask for in life. "Rin, I feel too hot, help me" Haru spoke with such a seductive voice, that the mountain below had resin from the ground. In other words I had a boner >////<
So I decided to sit legs apart on his chest for comfort.
I then removed Haru's shirt, throwing it onto the ground. Letting join with the other clothing scattered across the flooring. " i'm still hot Rin, take my pants off please" yep, that was it, my erection couldn't take it. Hurriedly I removed his track suit pants and was greeted with white boxers and a boner within them. Without thinking, my hand hovered over it and started feeling him. Haru then arched his back and let out a quiet moan. There was no going back now, not even someone walking in could stop me.

nonchalantly I started palming him and touching the tip of his hard on through is boxers. Each touch made him moan louder " you're quite sensitive Haru". I felt like I was on cloud nine and my head was spinning with feeling so high. " Rin take them off, I need you now" Haru said so pleadingly that it somehow made me even harder. How could this even be possible? Honestly I'm not sure myself. Instantaneously, I gripped onto the hem of Haru's boxers and slowly pulled down his boxers. " Touch me Rin" again the smaller boy whimpered under my grasp. Haru had droplets of sweat dripping down his forehead, slowly running down his chest and stopping at his belly button. Nimbly I started rubbing along his ball-sack, causing him to let out short pants for more, it was fvcking hot! And I was pre-cuming just from the moaning coming from the smaller male. As I leaded forward....
Beep beep beep beep
-back to reality-

Rin: Omg Haru yes!!!!!!!!!"

And at this moment Rin-Senpai realises he fûcked up.

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Short chapter but hey, we have some sexual stuff going on.

Btw eh my mates reading this, judge I guess, it's what happens in the fandom.

Nothing out of the ordinary, thank you (:

Anyway,
Hopefully chapter 12 was enjoyable to read and the wet dream was good xD
But it's only a short one, imagine what full on smut is going to happen!

Okay,
Thanks again guys
Chapter 13 will be out soon x

Question 🐬
Where is the most scandalous place you've read fanfiction with sexual intercourse?

If none

Then

After reading this,
How do you feel?

Thank's again guys 

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