Rinxharu- lost in your eye (BoyxBoy)-on hold till I'm back from overseas

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Hey guys!
Thanks for the 300+ views I wanna thank everyone for the support so far :) like I never thought people would love my story! 😊 anyway let's get to the next chapter shall we?

Again I don't own any characters ( besides Joe) or the anime even though I wish I did, because lots of Rinharu xD
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•Warning For You Rin Hearts•
In the future chapters Rin is going to start doing something he shouldn't ever.
•Warning for your Haru Hearts•
Haru obviously is pretty down and his sadness will lead to something. Future chapters
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-Third person Pov-
Rin sat outside of the violet door waiting for Haru, he felt as though this was going to be his day with the racing and all. Finally Haru walked out of the dorm doors and Rin got up to walk. This time the hallways was packed most likely because of the incident last night. When Haru and Rin arrived in the swimming centre there was a tall suited man standing and training some other students. " hey Haru?" Rin said turning around but like last time Haru wasn't there, instead already removing his clothing and jumping into the crystal blue water. Rin sighed and glanced over at the coach. Slowly the tall muscular boy started walking over to the pool, admiring the way Haru was so free, then looking up at the suited man. Shortly after Rin removed his clothing and did some warm-ups for the race. The only thing on Rin's mind is winning and showing Haru he has gotten better. (Basically Rin's attitude at the race where we tells Haru he'd never race with him again). Rin swam toward Haru, who was resting at the ledge with his face pressed against his knees, wondering what's going on in the raven haired boys head.

•Haru•
My lungs started to give in again, but I can't show that I'm weak to Rin or the new coach. My body felt fragile and weak like every time I swim now..why? Because I don't see the reasoning for me to swim. Think about it for amount...I'm great at swimming but nothing else...worthless. Keeping myself together I climbed out and rested my body against the driving block with my face in my knees. Now that I'm sitting and thinking, what ever happened to Joe? I pressed my thumb against my lips (like L from Death Note) the skin against my thumb was wet and rough, that's my lips for you. Maybe he will be back soon and I can talk to him, right now I'm breaking and Rin doesn't see that..winning is all that he cares about and finally beating me. You know what, fine Rin I'll let you beat me and then let's see how loyal you are..you may think you've gained my trust again but your clearly wrong. " Hey Haru, what you doing?, we are racing soon" talk of the devil..but I ignored the man I call my best friend. The vision I option wasn't needed because darkness is all I see right now and not even Rin can fix that, no matter how much he tries. " Rin go practice why don't you" I said as nicely as I could but he just swam resting his stomach against the wall. Gradually I looked at his shark teeth grin which he options. The way he smiles like the world doesn't bother him at the slightest, sadly I have to admit his smile is the most beautiful Jewel you will ever see with your eyes. Even if you can't see it, the warmth of it surrounds you. Still I feel empty, not that I want to be but because everyone are finding their dreams but here I am lying that I've found it..when I never actually did. My parents once told me that your dream will come to you and you will come to it. I'm 18 soon to be 19 and the expectations of finding a dream before my birthday or later is maybe a 0.1% chance of happening. Rin on the other hand has a wonderful life ahead of him with loving surroundings, wonderful mindset and a charmer of a personally who will find the love of his life. While I was lost in thought Rin climbed out and was staring at me " what" I said with a monotoned voice, then looking away from his stare " I said you ready to race it's our turn". My stomach dropped, it was time to finally see if I'm weak or if I'm stronger than I think. Gripping onto Rin shoulders and pulling myself up I was on the move towards the benches to find out what's happening with the new coaches instructions.