Rinxharu- lost in your eye (BoyxBoy)-on hold till I'm back from overseas

Firsts

Well, looks like chapter 17 has arrived~
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The kiss continuation (;
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I need help

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Quote: Never looking back
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Song: 1945
Artist:Like Rockets
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Chapter 17

-Haru-
What is happening? One minute I close my eyes, the next my best friend is kissing me. I was paralyzed, scared. What made him think he had the nerve, the audacity to kiss me. What annoyed me more, why am I enjoying a males lips on my own, more, why do I let him? Maybe I wanted more than just a simple kiss.

"GET YOU FÃG HANDS OFF MY BOYFRIEND!" Mimi screeched like a bird being shooed away. Rin pulled away and snarled at Mimi. " I'm going to go for a walk" I pipped up. Both looked back at me, but to be real; I needed to get away from both of them. My mind was scrambled with confusion; I can't enjoy the kiss..that's when I snapped " I don't like fucking boys!! I don't wanna kiss Rin till his lips are plump red!" I Shouted. Bystanders started to stare, most walking off and two or three people staying put. It's none of their business to why I'm yelling. Anger was bottling up inside of me. I wanted to kiss him again but that means I'm not straight. Maybe I'm tired or somehow intoxicated. Intoxicated
and high on the feeling of Rin's lips
pressed against my own. I wanted more.

How much more? That's self-explanatory isn't it? However, I won't leave Mimi for my best friend. Now, I'm not going against the prominent saying of "bros before Høes" but I'm in love with Mimi. I think I am at least.

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>Rin<
"Listen aššwipe, I did that for you" Mimi smacked her lips together, raising her hand and giving me the hardest blow across the cheeks I've ever felt. " you're the reason Haru won't take it to the next level! Rin grow up! He'll never sück your díck nor even want to get involved with you after that shítstorm you just brought on yourself". She's right. I'm the aśšwipe, not her. I'm the one who kissed their best friend for their own sexual frustration. Why would I even think Haru would want me back? Although, in the back of my head, I still envision the moment he kissed back and my stomach turned creating butterflies. I guess this boosted me up to 10% chance of winning Haru over. Not like a prize just having the feeling of him truly my love. No matter; I need to find Haru and explain. Explain my undying love for him. I am the protagonist currently; I need to support my beliefs. I belong to him; not some obnoxious, self-centred, homophobic witch by the name of Mimi.
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He's nowhere to be found; not a single trace of evidence left behind by him. Was my affection too much for him? Was he really that insensitive about a single kiss from another guy. That guy being his childhood best friend. Surprisingly the aspect of returning to Sydney, Australia sounds pretty good right now. Running away from the problems facing me. It's most definitely the only way. At least, I think. For now, I just need to found Haru and tell him how I feel. If it goes poorly, I'll drop out and return back to the place which practically helped by destroyed my every last spec of resilience. If it goes, well I don't know where to go from there; probably nowhere since Mimi is still dragging Haru around like a doggie bag. Within the doggie bag holds Haru's dignity, self-confidence and the minimal amount of self-beliefs that still maintain. Continuing the linking to this theoretical 'doggie bag' it's saying that the dog can escape but it must obey the owner. Haru must obey Mimi. The boy is strong physically; but not mentally stable enough to be called mentally strong. However, who am I to talk about being mentally unstable~ I'm the definition of a mental case.

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It's starting to get dark, the stars are shining but those stars are nothing compared to Haru's eyes.

Haru Trash #1
(AN: same)

I could get lost in those eyes; the calm, softening eyes, of the boy I've grown up with. While I was lost in my own thoughts, there was someone watching over me.
"Rin, is that you?" A soft anxious voice questioned behind a large bronze statue of a past swimmer. The voice startled me, causing me to yelp. "That's the cute Yelp I know all too well" that's when a hooded figure emerged from behind the statue. Long skinny legs, midnight black hair and sharp piercing eyes; the eyes that tranquilize my every moment.
"Haru?"
He looked up, tears brimming his eyes, he caused the stabbing feeling in my heart. The lost expression on his face; was heartless but pure.

"Why, did you do that?" He asked quietly yet just enough for me to understand.

"The Kiss?" I ask even if I knew the answer.

What came next was in pure shock.

The smaller boy ran over to me and hugged me tighter than anything I've felt.
He broke down in tears, shaking, breathing heavily, it was scary; but I knew it's important to comfort him. Slowly, I removed his hood and ran my fingers through his soft silky hair. He's breathing hitched at the sudden touch but leaned closer into the hug. It was magical; but why is he reacting like this? Why isn't he punching and yelling at me? He's face was red with sadness, not anger. It wasn't what I expected at all. Soon enough Haru broke the hug, still not directly looking into my eyes. I took the moment to admire the features of his sculptured face. The faded freckles under his eyes, the faded copper in his hair near his ears and the ever so slight tent of gold in the iris of his eyes. He's beautiful. "Rin, stop staring, it's making me self-conscious" he whined but smiled slightly. "How could I possibly stop staring at you? You're the definition of beauty".
"Didn't you say beauty was..." Haru started to speak but I cut him off. " I find beautiful people have the ability to bring happiness to the saddest of people, someone who battles every day but throws their weapons down to tell the person they love..that they are beautiful, someone who is naturally sweet inside and out; I could go on forever". He nodded "that's the one, I'm nothing like that" Haru muttered, stepping back. This caused me to raise my eyebrow; I was talking about him, it couldn't get any closer to the meaning. " that's the thing Haru, my definition of beauty; it's all about you" he squeaked and shook his head. " what's wrong?" Still Haru was shaking his head vigorously. " you...you..can't do this to me" he started to cry again. " do wha-" that's when Haru leaned in to kiss my cheek. My face becomes flushed beetroot red.

"You can't make me feel like this" -Haru

"Like what?" -Rin

"Like I've made a mistake with my sexuality" -Haru

"Wait what?" -Rin

"I love you Rin" -Haru

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What? I know!
The Rinharu has finally landed!
Chapter 17 has been a blast to write; chapter 18 will be even better!
I love you guys~
Also, early update because I saw your comments wanting it extra early! So here it is!!
Yay yay!
Chapter 18 soon!

Question-
How will Mimi react?
How will Haru tell Mimi?

~see you next swim time 🐬