~Love Exists~ (Kuroshitsuji)

Chapter 6: Reunited

I have taken (F/n) to my manor and gotten her cleaned up. It's a few hours until the ball and now I'm here sitting at my desk, staring at completed paper work. But then something occurred to me. The book, (F/n)?

Of course I don't love her, that's weird. But could I still see her thoughts and feelings around me?

I stand and grab the key from its hiding place. I open the draw and place the book on my desk.

"Serenity" I call, making the bright light appear.

"What is it you need wish maker?" She asks.

I cringe slightly at the title she has given me.

"If the others find out about this book and the world shatters, blah blah blah. What if (F/n) found out about it?" I question.

"Nothing would change, however, it is a matter of trust. Can you trust (F/n) to keep it a secret?" She asks.

"I..."

Flashback:

(F/n) and I were sitting at the lunch tables at school. A girl came up to us and laughed.

"Oh (Y/n) silly, silly (y/n). I know you like Blake. But take a look over there.." She says with a smirk.

I look over and see the "populars" laughing at me. I gave a confused look until they all started throwing food at me and (F/n). We both stood and ran to the bathroom and the last thing I saw was Blake laughing at me.

"How did they find out?!" I yell.

I turn and see (F/n) looking at the ground.

"(F/n)?"

"I'm sorry! They asked me and I felt cool because I was talking to them and they weren't being mean! I'm so sorry (Y/n)" she yells as she pulls me into a tight hug.

"It's alright, I don't like him anymore anyway.." I say with a sigh.

I'm extremely mad at her. The first secret I told her, and she told someone. I can't show that I'm mad at her, she will be upset. But, I am just as upset as her, so do I have the right to yell at her?

"Can you trust her?" Serenity asks.

"I..think it would be best if I don't tell her" I admit.

"That is up to you. Is there anything else you need?"

"Yes, one more thing. Can I see (f/n)'s thoughts and feelings towards me?" I ask.

"Yes, anyone that you write in that book." She simply says before disappearing.

I sigh and sit on my desk. I can't believe I don't trust (F/n). We are best friends, and a friendship is held up by trust. So if I don't have trust with (F/n), can I call it a friendship?

"Mistress?" Alexander calls out and knocks on the door.

"Come in" I quietly say.

"Mistress it's time to get prepared for the ball" Alexander says with a smile.

I simply nod and walk to my room and get dressed and get my make up done with the help of Alexander.

I told (F/n) to stay at the mansion. I may not trust her with a secret, but I trust her to keep my mansion in one piece until I return.

"Ready to go mistress?" Alexander says as he opens the carriage door.

"As ready as I'll ever be" I say as I get into the carriage with Alexander's help.

"This is going to be a long night" I say to myself and look out the window.