Changes within (Falace)

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"Alice"He shouted so she could hear.

She glanced over, but chose to ignore him. He furrowed his brows standing up jogging in her direction. "Al"He gasped stopping infront of her. 

"What"She looked up at him. Looking into her eyes all of his feelings hit him at once. 

"I'm sorry"He sighed, looking deep into her blue orbs.

 "Fp, i can't do this right now okay"She went to walk past him but he stopped her. "Alice, i miss you"He moved his hand to cup her face but she slapped it away.

"You weren't saying that 2 weeks ago when you were kissing that blonde haired fake eyelashed blonde bimbo, more like dry fucking her"He gulped. Loudly "yes i saw that, when i came to see you, because i  missed you, i drove here, saw you through the window."He avoided looking into her eyes.

"All i was going to be to you was a shag"He could see the pain in her eyes. "No Al"He began but she cut him off. 

"I don't need this FP. My little sister is dying. My head hurts all of the time.I can't think straight. I thought you liked me, that first night, the days before you turned cold. They meant the world to me.I thought i meant something to you, i thought it meant something to you. Clearly not. Whatever i thought we had is over."A tear fell from her eye as she walked past him. He couldn't let her go. She was special,he had been stupid.

"Please, Al. It meant everything to me. I can't loose you, You don't understand how much you mean to me"He held her arm. "Let me support you with your sister, let me be there for you"He begged her

"You lost me the second you locked lips with someone else. Its over"By this point she was sobbing. With a yank she freed herself. "Goodbye Fp" He felt his heart shatter into pieces. 

He watched her as she walked away.

"Son"Rose spoke as he sat down.

"I lost her. She saw me kiss Tammy. She came to talk to me 2 weeks ago. But i was with Tammy. I don't know what she saw because i ended up having sex with her on the stool."He felt his own voice crack. 

"She said i meant something to her and she wanted to see me. She missed me"His heart was in pieces. 

He had broken her heart. 

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Another 2 months passed, Christmas had gone, as had New year, it was gone in a flash, Alice spent the occasions with her family, With Charlotte. 

She had changed, she was less confident and seen less around the town, infact not even pop had seen her.  After her confrontation with Fp Alice herself disappeared. She'd drive where she needed to go, she'd shop online and her work was a 45 minute journey.

She dissociated herself from the town and people in it. Except Hermione and Mary. They were all she had here. 

Fp had taken it badly, knowing he hurt her. He was the cause of her pain. He missed having her around, by his side, he missed having her support. He missed hearing her laugh and seeing her smile. 

Of course he enjoyed christmas and new year but he felt incomplete without her by his side. 

"We've all be invited to a party at Mary's"Toni smiled, Toni had made friends with Archie Andrews and Veronica Lodge. 

Fp decided on going, his mind in a cloud not piecing together Mary means Hermione and Hermione means Alice. 

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Entering the large house they felt out of placed, it was huge, similar to Alice's house.

When Hermione appeared and saw him her eyes popped from her head, as did his when he saw her. 

"She's here"Hermione smirked cheekily to Toni who clapped. "You scheming basards"he felt anger, but happiness. He'd get to see her again. 

It wasn't long until his eyes clocked hers. When she saw him she smiled faintly. He found himself walking over to her. 

"Al"He reached out she moved back. "We need to talk okay"she looked sternly at him. 

"Not here. I haven't drunk anything can we go back to mine. Its quieter"She looked nervous but he nodded, leaving with her to her car.He messaged Toni quickly before turning his phone off. 

"You okay"He asked as she drove. "Mhm"She responded. Concentrating on the road soon pulling in to her own home. 

He was shocked to see 3 other cats. "Meet Luna, Biscuit and Treacle"The lights turned on as he sat.

"Drink"He gently nodded. 

"Fp, look. You hurt me you really did. I really liked you. I fell for you but i saw you half naked snogging some slut. It hurt. I have never let my guard down. I have had sex with one person once and the second time i.. i was raped. I don't trust anyone but then you. I found you. I fell for you. Right now i am not in the position the rekindle what we had. But i don't want to loose you. If you want to, i want to be your friend. I want to still be apart of your life even if it is only slightly. If you want me to jog on tell me. You can see other people but i just don't want to loose you"He moved closer to her placing one hand on her leg the other around her waist. 

"I hurt you and i am a cunt for that. I hate myself. I want you so bad. I've missed you like crazy. I need you in my life. If its as a friend i'll take it as long as you are in my life. I just need you to know. It meant something to me.More then something. And i promise i'll never let you down again."They looked at one another

"It'll be little steps in this friendship, i need to build myself back up"She stood up as did he. 

"You look gorgeous Als"He kissed her head gently, he felt her wince beneath him.

"Your scared"He questioned, she shrugged "I don't know how to feel Fp. I have missed you but i need to learn to trust you again"She looked up as she spoke.

"Don't be scared. I won't ever hurt you again"He didn't just make a promise to her. 

He made a promise to himself. And although she wasn't his girlfriend. In his eyes she was his, His territory, She belonged to him. She may bring out the good in him. But his feelings for her will bring out his other sides. His kind side. But his jealous side. His protective side. 

Fp wanted her. 

She was his obsession. He couldn't show her that. But everyone else would know.