Changes within (Falace)

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At home again like many months ago she stood at her mirror. Her hair naturally waved, minimal make up. She stood in a black denim skirt, flat black shoes and a black off the shoulder top, which was covered in tiny sunflowers. To finish her outfit she pulled on the fleece she'd wrapped up in 5 months ago,

"Biscuit, Luna,Oreo,Treacle, Sky,Bruno"She called setting out food, setting house alarms.

"I'll be home soon"She'd fussed them, left treats and toys. The drive was peaceful like always.Her heart thumped against her chest as she entered the Wyrm. So many faces. But he spotted her immediately. As did Toni who ran to cuddle her.Fp approached a broad smile on his face.

"Where do you want to talk"He asked looking in her eyes as he did many moons ago.

"Upstairs"He nodded squeezing past her, she followed him up, memories flooding both of their heads.

"Ali i need to explain to you why i was the way i was. I was scared, that i wasn't good enough, look at me I'm a failure i work in a ran down bar, i am a bad father. I was scared I'd loose you in the end. That I'd ruin you. You are sweet and kind and caring. You are so outa my league. I'm scared I'd be to rough. I'm a rough person, i don't want to hurt you, I'm possessive I'd get angry if someone looked at you. I'd be to much for you to handle with the girls too.' He looked to see a tear falling astray from her eye. He had wanted her the whole time. He was just scared.

"Look at me, You are a brilliant father. Yes the girls stay with your mum sometimes, being a single parent is hard. I would love and treat those girls as if they were my own. Never any different. Your worried you'll get to rough with me, Fp as long as it isn't aggressiveness i don't care. I know you won't  hurt me maliciously, I want you to be protective and possessive. I'd be yours and yours only. For god sake Fp I love you. I love you so much nothing else matters. I am so scared of loosing you. I can't be without you Fp. I can't."A tear fell from his eye.

"I don't want to loose you Ali, but i keep hurting you"He began to sob as they both knelt on the ground.

"Listen to me. I love you. I love you so much"lifting his chin up she saw her words hit him.

"You do,,, you love me"His brown orbs met hers

"I do, i love you so much, I have been in love with you since our first proper conversation."A smile invaded him

"I love you, I love you so much"He cupped her cheeks before their lips crashed together.

"Don't leave me again please"Alice begged as they pulled away. He pulled her into his arms.

"I'm not going anywhere Ali, i need you, i need us, i need this. Where have you been i looked"He felt his own tears fall freely from his eyes

"California, Char passed away, i moved out for awhile then my mum and dad split up so she decided she'd move out here with Amelia but Joseph followed too so i came back"He held her tighter then he ever had.

"I regretted it Al, when i said i can't be with you i broke my own heart. You make me feel things that I've never felt before." They sat there embracing on another for awhile before Fp kissed the side of her neck. "How about we go down and get a drink eh? She nodded standing up.

"Don't leave me alone though please, i only have a thong on under my skirt"She shuddered he pulled her closer.

'I got you princess"Before allowing him to leave she asked the anticipated question.

"What are we"He chuckled down kissing her head,

"Your my girl Ali, my girlfriend"She jumped slightly in joy.

"I like the sound of that"Together they found their way downstairs. The youngens had left, the mood had became darker as the drinking heavied.

"Ali, so with the girls at the moment, I have them Monday Tuesday Friday and Saturday. When you left I struggled to look after them, mum stepped in"Alice kissed his head. "You don't need to explain" He could be open with her, he would never be judged by her.

"Pretty girl is back"Tammy groaned.Alice's eyes rolled gently. She turned to look at Fp.  Who of course backed up his girl.

"She's my queen. So she'll be around here a lot more. Especially when I'm doing paperwork so she can suck my dick' Alice's eyes widened as he spoke, he squeezed her hand reassuringly. They took their drinks and moved to a booth. Fp was drinking whisky whereas Alice had Coke Zero only.

"Fp, I'm worried"She spoke he frowned grabbing her hands.

"What's wrong" He tried reading signals but nothing.

"I'm not experienced in a sexual way. I mean I've given a hand job along time ago, I've had sex like twice i had a partner for 4 years but he was only with me to cover up that he was gay. I've never done that before"She referred to the blowjob he'd mentioned earlier "I erm.. i was assaulted but i don't count that. I haven't had it in years whereas yours was probably a month or two with plastic over there"Her worry made him chuckle but anger boiled at the fact she'd been raped.

"I'll teach you Al, you gave me a handjob if you aren't forgetting that night and it was incredible. I don't care about sex. I mean i wanna fuck your brains out but that's only a fragment of us"His reassurance caused her to smile.

"Where you sleeping tonight"She asked knowing he'd had a drink,.

"Here"He rolled his eyes gently

"Nothing will happen but come home with me. I'm sober i can drive'The thought of holding her through the night meant the world to him.

"Let's go princess"He stood first. Opening his arms for her. They walked to her car in a tight embrace. The whole journey  home he had his hand upon her leg.

Walking in all of the memories from before came flooding back.

"Are you hungry"Alice asked to which he shook his head. She checked everything was locked up before grabbing his hand. He stood outside her room, his stomach flipping.

"I know you slept alone in here, but its our first time in here together"Her smile was like no other, she was everything he wanted and more.

She stripped confidently in front of him, Pulling on the shirt he'd just taken off.

"Come here baby"He opened his arms to her, when she snuggled into him he felt complete. "I love you Ali"He spoke stroking her hair gently.

"I love you"She placed a kiss against his chest and together they fell asleep, In one another's arms and they were happy.