Jealousy, jealousy

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Posting today bc, well, I feel like it 😁👍
So yeah, it's my first song fic, wish me luck! (Lol hope you like 🙃)
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I, kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
Draco sat across the Great Hall, glaring over at the Gryffindor table.

'Cause all I see are girls too good to be true        
Girls surrounded Harry, all swooning over him. None of them were good enough for Harry.

With paper white teeth, and perfect bodies.
'Wish I didn't care...' Draco thought.

I know their beauty's not my lack, but it feels like that weight is on my back,
And I can't let it go.
Draco saw this every day, and every time it made him more and more depressed.

Co-comparison is killing me slowly.                            
I think I think too much 'bout kids who don't know me.
If only Harry thought about him...

I'm so sick of myself, I'd rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else, my jealously, jealousy, started following me
Draco really was sick of himself. He was an ex-Death Eater, son of a Malfoy, everyone hated him. Including him. He had enough terrible feelings, but lately jealousy had added onto those.

Started following me.
No matter how much Draco tried to forget about this, to not care about all the girls swooning over Harry, he just couldn't.

And I see everyone getting all the things I want.
Harry would choose any of those other girls over him, anyway. Draco knew that. One of those girls would be lucky enough to get Harry. Probably Weaselette.

And I'm happy for them, but then again I'm not.
Draco just hoped whoever that girl would be knew how lucky she was.

Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos.
All the girls always looked perfect. And they did have vacation photos. Draco never did. His father had always been too 'busy' to go on vacations, and his mother wouldn't dare go without him.

I can't stand it, oh god, I sound crazy.
Their win is not my loss.
But even if none of those girls were there, it's not like Draco'd have a chance anyways.

I know it's true, but I can't help getting caught, up in it all.
Draco couldn't help it. Harry was just so perfect. With his bright green eyes, dark brown, curly locks, and adorably perfect smile...

Co-comparison, is killing me slowly
I think I think too much, 'bout kids who don't know me
I'm so sick of myself, rather be, rather be, anyone, anyone else, but jealousy, jealousy...

Yeah, all your friends are so cool, you go out every night, in your daddy's nice car yeah you're living the life.
All these girls got whatever they wanted. They were daddy's girls, and they always snuck out of the castle. But of course they never got caught. Or at least they never got punished.

Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend too.
Some of them even had boyfriends, but of course they'd trade them for Harry's fame any day.

I wanna be you so bad and I don't even know you.
Some of these girls were even in younger years, Draco didn't know half of them.

All I see is what I should be. Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy.
It should be Draco next to Harry... holding his hand, giving him everything he needed or wanted. Because he would. He would give Harry the world, because he deserved it.
But it didn't matter...

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