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Jason Todd x female!reader [[Titans]]

Dead but Alive
Spoilers for season 3, Nsfw warning

He was gone. I knew it. Or I thought I knew it. I felt it. I felt the pain in my heart, my brain, my body. Pain was everything i knew, when Jason died.
He truly was my everything and when Bruce came to me and told me, that he was found dead, all beaten up by the Joker, I couldn't believe my ears.
I cried, I screamed and I thought I had lost my reason to live. He was gone, forever.

I couldn't control myself either, when Dick and the Titans arrived to deal with this Red Hood Guy.
The first moment I saw Dick, I broke down in tears, because him and the Titans and basically everything in my life as an assistant to the vigilante's constantly reminded me of Jason. He was always on my mind, even now that he was dead.

So, I've decided to stay at my mom's home for a while. She had a small apartment in Gotham and Dick and I thought, it would be good for me to stay away from the Manor for awhile, even though I still helped the Titans through Research.

Now, it was late at night. My mother was already asleep and the apartment was dark. The only light illuminating my room, came from the small widow.

I was desperately trying to find some sleep, but it seemed impossible. I hadn't properly slept in days, due to the past events.
I lay still in my bad, crawled up under my blanket, when I suddenly heard a noise, coming from my Window. I listened carefully and heard how the lock cracked and the window was opened from outside.
I gulped, but remained silent. Maybe the intruder was only looking for Valuables and he would leave, as soon as he found them.
I could hear footsteps coming towards me and I saw the shadow of the person who hovered over me.
I saw how he reached for me, but before his hand touched my shoulder, I jumped up and tried to use the little bit of self defense, Jason had taught me. I tried to punch the guy in the face, but I slowed down, when I saw the red solid mask on his face.

"Fuck", I said, as he grabbed my arm and forced me towards him. He grabbed my body from behind and I felt how he laid his arm around my throat, effectively shutting me up.
I struggled and tried to escape, but he had a death grip on me and this whole situation slowly started to feel slightly familiar...

"Now stop!", Red Hood whispered threatening.

I stopped my actions and remained silent in fear of what might happen, if I didn't.
I slowly felt how his grip loosened and I could also start to feal his heartbeat through the suit. It was oddly fast.

Red Hood finally released me and I jumped away from him, immediately turning around and looking at him.

"What do you want from me?", I asked, trying to remain calm, but my breath was shaking.
He looked at me, his impression hidden under the mask.

He slowly stepped towards me. I didn't dare to back off.

"I had to see you", he whispered.

Now, I stepped towards him:"You had to see me?"

He sighed and looked to the ground. "You're gonna hate me for this"

I looked at him confused. But he suddenly lifted his hand to his chin, unclasping his mask and pulling off the front part.

I couldn't believe my eyes. I put my hands over my mouth, while I slowly backed off.
I felt how tears formed in the corners of my eyes, as I looked at the one and only Jason Todd.

"No", I said, shaking,"This can't be true. This is just a dream, you can't be alive. I saw your Body, you were dead..."

"I am alive", Jason said. I stomped towards him, pointing my finger at his face:"Don't you dare, saying that. You were clearly dead. I cried for you, I mourned you. When you died, I lost my reason to live. So if this is a dream, don't do this. Don't give me hope"