The right Decision
A few weeks ago, I wouldn't even have dared to think about what was happening right now. A few weeks ago, William was nothing more than a close friend, just like the rest of his family. But now, it was different. Since I confessed my love to him, he never seemed to be more than ten meters away from me. To be honest, I was surprised that he even wanted to persue a relationship with me, considering the plans he had.
But he did nevertheless.
And that's exactly how we ended up here. Huddled up in William's bedroom, with his hands all over my body, while we were actually supposed to join the others downstairs for tea. I could smell the sweet scent of Louis'selfmade green tea all the way up to where we were sitting on William's bed.
"Will?", I mumbled, as he softly kissed the sensitive skin behind my ear.
"Will, we should join the others", I tried to reason with him, but William only whined and raised his head to look at me.
"Five more minutes", he whispered and softly caressed my cheek with his tender fingers.
"This is so unlike you, Will", I mumbled, while he pulled me into his lap.
"It's because you make me feel a whole new emotion", He mumbled, his crimson eyes fixated on mine.
I felt a blush creep up at my neck. William was so different now. While he was already caring and friendly before, he now seemed like he wanted to protect me at all costs. His soft touches telling me that he would never dare to let anything happen to me."Is it Love that you feel?", I asked, as his hands started to push up my skirt, his palms resting on my thighs while I pulled his face back to mine.
"That and so much more", he confessed. A sigh escaped me, as he pressed his lips against mine in a tender, yet passionate kiss. I felt how he pulled me impossibly closer. And it almost felt like this moment could last forever, like he wouldn't die in a few months. It felt like he would throw all that away and just stay with me forever.
But I knew that he would never do that. He had worked his entire life for this and he wouldn't give it up for me."I know, what you are thinking about, my love", William said, as we parted,"You are thinking about my death, aren't you"
I only nodded. I knew lying to him was worthless. I watched as a soft smile appeared on his face.
"You know", he mumbled, placing a soft kiss on my forehead,"If I would've met you earlier, I might've stopped persuing my goal"
My eyes widened upon hearing his words:"Really?!"
He only nodded:"I would've made sure that protecting you is the only Goal I have"
"Oh, Will", I sighed pulling him back towards my lips. I knew that this meant much more than just saying 'I love you'.And now as he kissed me so passionately and touched me so gently, I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. And as moan after moan escaped my lips, I knew that I wanted nothing more that for him to live. But I knew that I couldn't change his mind. I would try anyways though...
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"Look, who finally made it to tea", I heard Moran say, as William and me finally made our way downstairs to the others. I could see that him and Albert were playing a game of chess. Albert was about to win though.
"Sorry, that we're late", William smiled and took my hand, pulling me into his side,"We were just enyjoying some time alone together."
"Of course you were", Bond smiled, a cup of tea still in his hand, as he sat down between Louis and Fred on the sofa.I already felt my cheeks blush, as William guided me into the room. Suddenly everything felt so wrong. I almost regretted giving in to William's request to stay in his room a little while longer. The only thing grounding me right now, was his firm grip around my waist.
"Y/N, tell me how is William doing as your lover so far. He almost seems to innocent for a parter", Moran grinned, his dark eyes fixated on mine. Usually, his flirty behavior didn't bother me but right now it all seemed too overhelming.
"We're doing fine, Colonel", William smiled politely, as he took a step forward to reach for the two ramaining cups on the table."Oh, we could certainly hear that", Moran grinned and mindlessly moved a chess piece in front of him.
And that little comment was enough. I didn't know what had gotten into me, but my shoulders slumbed and I felt tears burning in my eyes.
"Excuse me", I mubled, before quickly making my way back upstairs. I didn't want them to see my like this. So vulnarable. It was enough, if William had to see this side of me.I quickly made my way back into William's room. I threw the door shut behind me and immediately retreated onto his balcony. As the fresh air hit my face and the soft rays of the afternoon sun hit my face, I could already feel myself calm down again. Today was probably just an emotional day. With William's confession earlier, I felt alll over the place.
A quiet,"God damn it", left my lips as I cursed the fact that I couldn't control my feelings at times like these. Especially because I wasn't the only one who felt like this. With the great finale of William's plan coming closer and closer, every single one of us was on edge. And I had to be the one who needed taking care of again, as always. That thought almost made me want to cry again and I fiercely gripped the balustrade of the balcony."My love?"
My eyes widened, as I heard William's voice behind me. I turned around and saw him standing in the middle of his room. The rest of the group seemingly wanted to hide behind his frame.
"I'm sorry, Y/N", Moran said and immediately made his way over to me. He looked at me ashamed and took my hand, falling to his knees,"I know it's not easy for you. I shouldn't have said, what I said."
"Its fine, Moran", I assured him and moitioned for him to stand up again. What he didn't expect was, that I pulled him into a firm hug.
"We're all on edge, so no worries", I explained and looked at the others with a smile,"I trust William and I know his plan will work out. For all of us.""Thank you, my beloved",William said and bowed slightly. The others followed his example.
"Now come on", I said, striding towards him and taking his hand,"Let's drink a cup of tea, before it gets dark outside"
"It would be my pleasure", Will smiled.Together with the others, we walked back to the living room and I couldn't say that I regretted it, because I got to see Moran despair in a game of chess against William. So, in the end, I knew that pursuing this relationship was the right decision.
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