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Jason Todd x gn!reader Request [[Titans]]

!TW:Self Harm!

Anytime

Where was he? Where was Jason? He's been out so often lately and I had difficulties finding him, especially in the wonderful city of San Francisco.

So, here I am. A couple blocks away from the Titans tower, walking home alone in the pouring rain.
I sniffled silently, pulling my jacket tighter around my body. I didn't feel like going home. If I could even call it home after all the stuff that happened in the last few days. With Jason being captured by Deathstroke and Connor saving his life and all that shit, everyone seemed to be busy with themselves and I was kind of close to just pack my stuff and leave, if it wasn't for Jason.

I stopped. I stood in front of the building and sighed. I hoped that the others were already asleep and that Jason, wherever he was, was safe.

I was about to step inside, when I heard a Bang coming from across the street. I turned around and peered through the alley on the other side of the street.

It seemed empty, but the bang, sounding like a low gun shot, got me curious.
I crossed the street, while pulling up my hood. I didn't have my suit with me and there wasn't enough time to get it.

A rustle caught my attention. I slowly started to look around, when I heard a gun cock.

I turned around and saw a man standing in front of me, the barrel of his gun pointed at me.
I

slowly put my hands up. "Easy", I mouthed.
"Don't worry, lassie. It'll be over soon", he smirked and proceeded to pull the trigger, but I was faster.
I quickly ducked away and kicked the gun out of his hand. He looked at me surprised for a second. And one second was enough. I got up and punched him in the face. The man fell down and groaned in agony.

I scoffed and turned around again. The alley seemed empty, but something was wrong, I felt it.

And if I didn't know it, another man suddenly came running towards me. He had a knife in his right hand and a purse in the other.
When he spotted me, standing in the way, he suddenly stopped.

"Get out of the way!", he screamed and looked behind him.
Someone was already after him.

"Not in a hundred years", I said.

He groaned and attacked me with the knife. I quickly dodged him and kicked his left shin. He screamed and fell to his knees. I proceeded to punch him in the face but I somehow forgot his knife, which he now swung and subsequently sliced through my arm.
I backed off and pressed a hand onto my bleeding upper arm.

The man was about to get up, when a dark figure appeared behind him and put him to sleep with one punch on the back of his head.

I looked up, but hissed at the sudden movement. My arm burned like hell and if this man in front of my was not on my side, I had no chance to win against him, not with my arm in this condition.

The person stepped out of the shadows and I sighed in relief, when I recognized Jason. He was wearing his Robin suit and eyed the other man on the ground.

"Good job", He mumbled and pointed at the man he just knocked out, "Except for this one"
I only scoffed and proceeded to step forward but my blood loss quickly brought me to my knees.
Jason was with me within a second:"Hey,are you alright!?"
"Sure", I breathed, "Just a tiny wound"

I lifted my hand and noticed that it was drained with blood, just as my jacket.

"Shit", I heard Jason mumbled, as he carefully took me in his arms and picked me up.
"Hey, I can walk on my own", I complained.
Jason chuckled while he ran across the street towards the Titans building:"Not right now, I presume"

"Good point", I mumbled.

A few minutes later, we arrived at the top of the building.
The elevator doors opened and Jason quickly raced to the kitchen counter and helped me sit down on it.
He carefully helped me out if my jacket.

"Shit", I hissed.
"I'm sorry", Jason mumbled. He eyed the cut in my arm,"It'll need stitches"

I only nodded while he ran around the apartment to get all the stuff he needed.
He had just pulled a T-shirt over his head when he stepped back inside. His clothes loosely hang around his body and he had a medical kit under his arm. He must have changed as fast as he could.

"Alright its gonna hurt, okay?", He said and looked at me.
I nodded and he poured the disinfectant over my wound. I grabbed his arm and tried not to scream.
My breath was ragged while he cleaned the wound to stitch it up.

"Y/N, you have to stretch your arm please. Just for a second", Jason mumbled. He looked at me, an apologetic look on his features.
"Okay Okay", I whispered.

He carefully grabbed my hand and pulled it towards him, stretching my arm.
Suddenly, I felt his hands on my wrist. My eyes widened and I quickly pulled my arm away. I whimpered in pain at the sudden movement.

"Y/N, are you-"

"Jason, please", I mumbled, my eyes closed. I couldn't bare looking at him. This was not how I wanted him to find out.
"Please just patch me up", I said. He nodded and grabbed Needle and thread, starting to stitch up the wound.

A few minutes of silence passed and no one said a word. Jason finally cut the thread and put down the needle. He threw away the bloody cloths and packed up the medical equipment.
I hoped off of the counter and tried to get away as fast as possible, but Jason grabbed my healthy arm and effectively stopped me from leaving.

"Please talk to me", He mumbled close to my ear. I sighed and leaned against him. Jason carefully put his arms around me, while trying not to touch the sore skin on my left arm.
"Jason, I-I can't e-explain it. Not really.", I said. Expressing my feelings was never a strength of mine. Especially not this feelings.
"Its alright", Jason said and kissed the top of my head,"It doesn't matter. I'm here for you"
I chuckled sadly:"You're here now"
Jason looked at me in disbelief.
"I-I'm sorry", I stuttered.
"No no no", He rambled and grabbed my shoulders,"Listen, if you ever feel like doing that again", he pointed his head at my arm, "I'm here, okay? You don't have to say anything or talk to me or whatever. I'll be there and just hold you, alright? I'll do anything for you to feel better!"

I felt a tear slip down my cheek.

"D-Did I say something wrong?", Jason asked hectically.
"No no, on the contrary", I smiled and wiped away the tears, "You said all I ever needed"
Jason smiled at me. He pulled me back into his arms and I gladly accepted it.
I closed my eyes for a second. For the first time in ages, I felt...

Safe. I felt like someone finally cared enough.

"Come on", Jason whispered and took my hand, "You need to rest. That cut on your arm ain't gonna heal so fast"
I chuckled and he pulled towards his room.

"But-", I tried to protest.
"No but's, you're staying with me tonight"

"Thank you Jason, for everything", I mumbled
He smiled:"Anytime, love"

A/n:requested by  this-bxtch-aj on tumblr

my tumblr:  https://www.tumblr.com/blog/redskull199987

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