Mind Games [B.B]

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Lenora POV 

"Buck I'm back" I announce as I enter our hotel room. I turn the corner to see him sitting on the bed looking down at a notebook. 

"What you doing" I ask as I put away my knives.

"I'm writing down all the things I've remembered" He says turning the book to me so I can see it.

I walk over and sit on the edge slightly and look at the pages in the book.

"Were we happy Lenora" He asks

"Yeah we were, why'd you ask" I say

"Because I had a dream last night and I think it was a memory of us, we were arguing" He says

"We only ever had one argument" I say 

"What was It about" He asks 

"Well it was the day before I moved in with you and we were stressing about things would go and it got really heated and I shouted at you and said that I didn't want to live with you" I explained.

"Oh" He says

"Yeah it was a stupid fight but we quickly made up afterwards," I say laughing slightly.

"I don't remember that bit" He says smiling at me.

"I do, very well," I said before walking over to my suitcase. 

"Right I'm going to go for a shower" I say as I walk over to the bathroom.

"I'm going to see Steve now anyway" He says, before smiling at me than leaving the room.

****

I just got out of the shower and got my clothes ready for the rest of the day, I quickly slid on my thong and bra before putting on my shirt, I go to put on my trousers but the door opens and I turn to see Bucky staring with wide eyes.

"Oh Lenora I'm so sorry" He says quickly turning around covering his eyes with his hands.

"It's okay" I say laughing as I put on my trousers. 

"You can look now" I say, he turns around and smiles at me before going over to his bed.

"Lenora when I came in the room and saw you somehow a memory came back" He says. 

"Really, what was it" I ask as I put on my socks. 

"I erm, I think it was the night I proposed," He says.

"Yeah, I know what your talking about" I say 

We sat in silence for a while before someone walks through the door, I look up to see Nat and Wanda. 

"Hello, girls" I say as I put down the book I was reading.

"Hello, we wanted to ask if you wanted to come out on a girl's night out, it will be the last one for a while" Wanda says.

"Why" I ask 

"Has Stark not told you" Nat asks as she and Wanda look at each other in confusion. 

"No what's happened" I ask starting to feel panicked.

"Well we haven't been told much but apparently Banner Is back and there's a new threat we need to sort out" Nat explains.

"Banner Is back wheres he been" I ask 

"I don't know, he'll be telling us all tomorrow though" Nat says before sitting on my bed.

I could tell something was wrong, her and Bruce weren't really on good terms when he left so I bet seeing him again tomorrow will be hard for her.

"Okay lets go" I say, I turn back and say bye to Bucky before leaving the room and walking down to the elevator.

Hours Later......

"How was your night" Bucky asks as I take off my shoes.

"It was good bit boring though" I said as I looked at him. He was reading some sort of book.

"What you reading" I asked 

"It's called the hunger games, Steve recommended it to me" He says

I walk over and sit next to him and read the page a bit, I remember Steve being obsessed with it after we came out of the ice he tried many times to get me to read them but I said no every time.

I felt myself getting tired, I rested my head on Buckys shoulder as he continued to read quietly. I did feel him tense up a bit though.

"Sorry I shouldn't do that" I say as I lift my head.

"No it's fine" He says as he turns to me. 

I don't know what came over me but I felt myself getting closer to him, my lips were so close to his. We were inches apart our foreheads touching, I wanted to do it so bad but I couldn't. I pulled back and turned away from him.

"Lenora what's wrong" He says as he turns and sits next to me. 

"I'm sorry I just can't help myself, every time I look at you I just want to kiss you and be with you, but I can't because you don't remember and if you ever do get all your memories back I'm scared you won't love me" I say 

"Come here" He says, I watch as he lies down and I cuddle up with him.

"Everything will work out, let's just go to sleep" He says before I shut my eyes and fall asleep.

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