New me

ch 11; Thoughs and memories

Peter glances out through the big window in the living room from the couch.
Despite it's daytime, the sky is gray and cloudly. The rain is pattering wildly at the window and makes Peter sighs a little.
Even though he likes Wade's company, he can't stop thinking about Eddie. Did he really saw that woman he was talking about? And does he misses Peter?
The blue haired young man sighs and leans at his palm whose elbow is resting at the armrest.
"Why so gloomy, baby boy?" Wade asks grinning when he had entered the living room.
Peter turns his face against him while he sits upright.
"Ehm... The weather is pretty depressing..." he says as an excuse. A half lie.
Wade snorts grinning and walks over to Peter and takes a seat next him.
"And since when did you cared about the weather?... You're sure there aren't anything else that make you sighing?" Wade asks genuinely while he placed an arm around Peter's shoulders.
Peter looks curiously at the arm around him. Yeah, the arm makes his heart pound a slightly faster, but not enough to make him excited or anything.
Peter sighs while he clicks his tongue.
"I'm sorry Wade...But I will never be the Peter you were together with... And I don't even have his memories of you together... Yeah, I get the feeling you have been together...But I can't get any solid memory of it" Peter apologies and notices the pain who struck Wade.
"...And I don't want to be seen as a replacement for someone else... I want to be my own person" Peter adds while Wade inhaled gasping.
Wade furrows his none existing eyebrows and jerked a little with the arm around Peter as he was about to take it off, but regretted it and let it stay.
Wade exhales sighing.
" Have you fallen for someone?"
Peter flinches gasping.
"What?!-..." he asks with a slightly high-pitched voice while his heartbeats increased.
Wade is eyeing his face for a few seconds before he shifts on the seat and leans a little over Peter there he presses his lips at his with one hand at Peter's cheek.
Peter wides his eyes surprised over getting a random kiss.
Which he notices feels weirdly since Wade's lips aren't soft as Eddie's. Probably because of the burn marks who left scars all over him. The lips included.
The kiss feels safe and familiar. But not as the kiss between partners who have lust between them. It's more as a kiss between two best friends who have feelings for each others.
Peter lids his eyes and runs his arms around Wade's neck while pressing against him.
The older man moans delighted during the kiss and placed his second arm around Peter's waist there he placed the hand on his backside.
They part their lips and strokes the tongues against each others.
With the time their both breathing were increased.

Wade breaks the kiss while he picked Peter up and let him straddle him.
Peter exhales giggling when he sat at Wade's lap and was facing him.
He places his hands on Wade's face before he starts kissing him again.
Wade's hands stroke hungrily along Peter's backside inside his t-shirt. From the shoulder blades down across the back to his hips. Then up again and starting all over.
  Peter inhales sharply when he notices the bulge growing from Wade's crotch.
The blue haired man breaks the kiss panting and looks into Wade's eyes.
The burn-marked man looks lustfully into his eyes and starts tugging at Peter's t-shirt to pull it over his head.
Peter smiles and lifted his arms up to make it easier for Wade to take the t-shirt off.
Wade dropped the t-shirt at the floor beside them. Then his eyes moved down to Peter's lower part of his stomach.
"It's weird..." Wade says.
Peter tilts his head.
"What's weird?" He asks a little nervously.
Wade shrugs smiling.
"You are sharing the same name and  you look like him...And you even sounds as him...But there are a few differences between you..." he explains and looks up at Peter's face.
Peter raises an eyebrow while his heart skipped a beat.
"L-like what?"
Wade exhales a short laugh.
"Well... You aren't prude as him... He always tried to make an excuse to not having sex with me... He was shy when it came to that... Which you aren't... It's like the wall he had built, isn't there with you... And... You seem afraid of height... Which is weird... I mean, Peter was spider-man and flew around the city with the web-shooters..."Wade shrugs.
Peter exhales snorting.
"Well we aren't the same person... I'm-"
"Plus, you don't have the tattoo..." Wade interrupts.
Peter jolts and looks asking at him.
"Tattoo?" He tilts his head confused.
Wade grins and looks back at Peter's stomach.
"Yeah... You don't have the awesome unicorn I made at Peter's stomach...The one with a penis instead of a horn on its forehead"
Peter exhales laughing.
"No-... You are lying...There are no way you got him to get a Penis-horned unicorn" Peter chuckles amused.
Wade chuckles and nods.
"Yes I did! The flying can yelled at me the moment he accidentally found out... Perhaps that's the biggest reason he wanted me to dump his son"
Peter flinched.
"He wanted you to dump m- the real Peter?"
Wade shrugs.
"Which I don't understand...I mean...Look at me...I'm amazing!"Wade bragged proudly before he jolts and gets a frown.
"Shut up!... The only things who is ugly, is you two idiots" he mutters.
Peter raises an eyebrow.
"Who-...Who did you talk with?" Peter asks and had notices it seemed Wade was mumbling for himself during the time Peter was there. But he hadn't noticed Wade was talking with someone who aren't there.
Wade rolls his eyes.
"My two boxes... For a moment I thought the author would spare me from them...But nooo...Of course did the author added that detail..."
"Author?...What are you talking about?" Peter tilts his head very confused. Yeah... He had heard rumors about Deadpool. But he never thought he was this crazy.
Wade shrugs.
"Right now are you and me only words written in a fanfiction... But...Let's ignore that fact and give the fans of spideypool what they want" Wade smirks and pulls his t-shirt off as well.
Peter furrows his eyebrows.
"Which are?" He clears his throat and doesn't know if he should perhaps grab his belongings and run away.
Wade places a soft kiss at his lips.
"Sex, baby boy... Those fans are naughty boys and girls who want to read about you and me having dirty sex"
Peter heart pounds loudly.
"Yeah-...Right..." he laughs nervously.