New me

ch 4; the new me

Peter wanted some answers and left the house pretty early the next day.
The idea of being a clone sounds too absurd.
There are no way he could be a thing. An experiment Tony have'd made.
Perhaps the death certificate is wrong... Maybe he was dead a few minutes after an accident?! And then came back to life?!
Perhaps he died in a fight as Spider-man and that's why Tony isn't letting him to take on the suit anymore?!
Maybe the certificate is a reminder to Tony that; what could have'd happened?
And a reminder of Tony's mistake of letting Peter being Spider-Man?!

Peter walks nervously into the avengers tower.
Then he sneaks silently into Tony's lab.
He starts digging through some papers at Tony's messy working desk.
Peter can't understand how Tony knows where everything are when it doesn't seems as he has some structure of his things.

At last Peter finds the file he was hoping it wouldn't exist.
That, he was making things up in his mind.
The file of making an exact clone of Peter Stark with his memory intact.
He found the final proof.
Peter stark is dead.
And, he isn't that person. He is no one.

Peter leaves the tower extremely gloomy.
According the file is he about five weeks old.
At least he can guess the reason why Steve left.
He must have'd left the moment Tony made a clone of their son.
Peter kneels heavily down on the ground while his heart pounds painfully.
"Ahh..."
He grits his teeth angrily while his eyes start tearing up.
"Fuck..." he mutters while his heart feels as it's about to rip apart.
The memory of his life and his parents are fake.
He has no parents.
Only the person who created him.
And that person acts as he regrets his decision of making this fake son.
Peter sniffs.
Then he forces himself up and starts walking on unsteady legs.

He is passing by a window there his eyes moves curiously to his reflection.
Peter start walking closer to the window and is eyeing himself.
"I'm looking like him...And yet...I'm not him..." he mumbles and feels disgusted of his reflection.
He hates seeing the person he will never be.
The one who was a happy son with parents who loved him.
Peter grits his teeth.
He is just a copy of that boy.
Even Tony doesn't seem liking the clone. And Steve left him before they got a chance to get knowing each other.
Peter jolts when he hears a bell from a door there someone is walking through.
His eyes moves curiously against the door and he wides his eyes of gratitude when he sees it's a hair salon.
He isn't giving it a bigger thought. Instead he enters the salon.

***
Tony is looking terrified at him when he came home with bright blue hair with sidecuts.
He has even pierced his earlobes.
With piercing gun even though it isn't good.
But who cares!
Peter is only a clone, who cares if he gets infection from the piercing gun?
"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!" Tony growls and walks against Peter there he grabs his arms hardly.
"Ouch..." Peter jolts of pain.
"ANSWER ME!" Tony demands.
Peter rolls his eyes even though he knows Tony hates that.
At least he thinks Tony hates that.
He isn't sure if his memories are real memories from the real Peter or they are fake. Written of Tony himself.
"DON'T YOU DARE ROLLING YOUR EYES AT ME...ANSWER!..." Tony shouts and shakes Peter.
Peter snorts.
"Don't you see what I have done? You can't be stupid and not se-..."  he spits out before Tony in fury slapped his cheek.
Peter wides his eyes shocked and looks confused at Tony who pants angrily.
The blue haired young man furrows his eyebrows sadly.
Tony seems waking up from his anger and looks surprised at Peter.
"I'm s-..."
Peter shakes his arm off from Tony's now, loose grip.
"YOU DON'T OWN ME!" he yells angrily before he runs up to his bedroom.
"PEEETEEER..." Tony shouts after him.
Peter closes the door hardly behind him.
"I hate you..." he cries.
His slapped cheek hurts.
He hates how Tony is treating him. And he hates himself for, splitting Steve and Tony from each other.
Angry tears fall from his eyes while he is eyeing the bedroom with blue walls.
This room is fake.
He wasn't worth to live in same room as the real Peter have'd lived in.
Peter feels how angers bubbles up inside of him.
Perhaps he should do Tony a favor and leave him alone?
Without the mistake, will Tony perhaps getting Steve back?

Peter decides he will run away the next day, early at the morning.
He will leave a note to Tony on his bed there he explains he knows everything and will leave him alone.
Then he will send a text to Steve and telling him; that he now leaves Tony alone and Steve can get back to him without the fake son around.
After that, will he leave the cellphone on the bed beside the note and leave the house for the last time and never go back...