I'm Really Bored

Cassie the Female Dog and Friends

(*refers to media* I think that's my new favorite YouTube video xD

Welcome to Hell, kids)

I joined my school's play this year because it's my last year at the school and I felt compelled to enjoy it while I can, but frankly, I'm not even enjoying it.

I've been doing the plays for a few years now, so I know how my director can be. But this year, she was REALLY friggin unorganized and so, as a result, she would often stage whole scenes in one go and expect us to do it perfectly the next time around.

I mean, seriously?

This year, we did Mulan, and I actually got a role with some lines: Mulan's mother.

I mean, I'm really not a theatrical person when I comes to official plays, so I'm thankful I got the part. However, simply because Cassie is the director, I feel extremely pressured and anxious to remember everything. And I don't even have a big part!

Poor Mulan. She did so well remembering the lines, but during the few moments where other people got their lines messed up and screwed her up, too, Cassie got on her case for not knowing her stuff.

That's not the worst of it; there were others Cassie completely yelled at for doing stupid chiz. I'm just gonna be glad when this thing is over and done with in a week.

Anyway, enough with my director-bashing xD

I guess it's not really my place to criticize her when she does work hard to get the show up off its feet, but still...I can't help my anger xD

There's also this girl at play who really pisses me off...I won't name names, and I might even delete this chapter later on if she ever gets a wattpad, but she really gets on my nerves...

She's in the grade below me but is older than me because she got held back a year, and she NEVER LEAVES ME ALONE.

I'll be talking to my friends, and she'll keep poking and prodding me to talk to her...

I'll be in the middle of a conversation and she'll be tirelessly trying to get my attention...(chill dude, the adults are talking)

I'll be trying to focus on what Cassie is saying and she'll be next to me trying to rope me into some completely irrelevant anime conversation...

WHY WONT SHE JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE MY GOD

I straight up told her I didn't want to play her little anime truth or dare game today because I wanted to focus on the play, the thing I signed up for, and she freaking had the audacity to say that because of me she felt lonely.

B*tch, I've been nice to you for the past few years. I know you have issues, but please, stop pestering me so much. She can't tell the difference between what is and isn't acceptable and unacceptable in terms of a friendship, as everything she does in no way strengthens whatever "bond" she believes we have.

Look, I'm not saying that you shouldn't befriend people who are lonely, which is kind of how I became friends with her in the first place, but that person really doesn't have the right o take away the rest of your life because you decided to be a considerate person.

Well......on another note, I'm getting braces in a week x

I'm not necessarily happy about it, per say, but I really don't want to be stuck with braces all throughout Highschool so I'd rather get it done now rather than later.

I guess that just about concludes my rant for today, Haha. I hope I didn't bore you, and that you could somewhat relate to what I'm currently going through ^_^

So, I guess I'll see you guys later, then. I'll hopefully update Why within the next few days if I find time between homework and play practice. (It lasted five hours today *^*)

Byeeeee!

Keep it cool,
Stay in school.
Flower power,
~Fi