More Than Just 'Friends' (ON HOLD)

CHAPTER 19

Finally. i let go of it. i told him that i loved him and that he broke my heart.

i just wanna get over it. i wanna get over him. he hurt me and no one can change that.

its now official. i hate Cameron. i hate him and i don't wanna see him ever again.

i don't wanna see him, anything that reminded me of him, or anyone that is related to him.

i loved him, he broke my heart. he's done this before. he broke my heart in the cafe too.

he kissed me and everything, but look at him now! he said that he didn't mean it and that it was all just an accident.

~(0.0)~ next day ~(0.0)~

Finally. It's spring break in 1 week. HALLELUJAH

When I was walking with Laura and Jack (yes. They're back together) around the campus we bumped into... HIM. If you haven't known yet, HIM is Cameron.

"get out of my way." I pushed him to the side with a lot of strength.

"Whoa, aggressive." He said.

I hate him and his Cameron ways. It's just so annoying.

"just shut up. stop pretending that you don't remember what happened, over at Jack's."

i felt the attention, and it was killing me.

i just had enough of it and turned away.

"what do you mean about "what happened at Jack's"?" He asked me as if he didn't remember.

"We made out. Remember? You crawled your hand under my skirt, remember? Nachos guy entered the room when your shirt was off, remember? What you told Jack on the next day, that it was an accident, remember? Don't act like a stranger. You remember everything. I don't care if I'm making a scene. You should think about what you've done."

And I just continued walking.

"Oh god. He's such a dovchebag. I can't believe that he did that."

"It's okay, Laura. I can handle it." I said.

No matter how much it hurts, l will survive this.

3/2/2015 6:53 pm
Sender: Cameron Sanders

Look. I'm sorry about earlier. I just, Couldn't. I swear togod. Please forgive me. I was such a d**k. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it.

I'm sorry? Is that the best he could do? He better shove that sorry up his a$$.

3/2/2015 6:55 pm
Sender: Alison Greene

Shove that sorry up your a$$. What do you mean you couldn't? You couldn't tell anyone about what we did? For fvck sake, Cameron! I would shout it out to the world! What? It was an accident? Do you know what the biggest accident I've been through was? Falling in love with you. don't you ever. I mean EVER talk to me about that fvcking accident again. (for short, fvck you, im not interested anymore.)

3/2/2015 6:57 pm
Sender: Cameron Sanders

No. I didn't want to say it because they would think I'm a creep. And if I told them, I thought you'd get mad at me. I didn't want to label it because I don't know how you feel about me. It hurts to know that you're not interested anymore, because I'll never get over you.