Wrong choices

Heart breaks

Beth's p.o.v*

School was such a drag the only thing I could think of was how many boys I was gonna get in the summer at the beach and how I needed to go and get a new bikini from jack wills. The only thing I could think of is why the hell I was in a relationship with Lewi Dickinson, I banged him like 3 years ago and I'm back with him what am I doing, I only agreed to it because it was mine and the girls plan because we hate bea lexi and Abbie so much they were the three most bitchy people I knew! To be honest I don't know how they even have friends because their friends are quite nice compared to them!

I couldn't give a shit what lessons I had today so I went and saw my Best friends Amber Clare and Liz they were the only things that kept me going to school and keeping my life sort of normal and not drinking and smoking my life away, I walked to the felid where all the hot boys are and where Lewi was, I looked over to bea and gave her a glare before aggressively kissing Lewi our lips touched and for some reason I got butterflies. I know I don't love him do I?

"Beth are you coming to cheerleading tonight?" Maddie called from the other side of the felid

"Yeah get ready with me", I replied

Lessons were about to begin and I hated school for one reason I'm in classes full of reatarded people who all think they are better then me, we all know I am better then a of them put together.

"Oi Beth you going to Rosie's party tonight everyone's going?" Joe asked

"Id rather chew off my own arm then attend to that weirdos party I've got plans." I replied

"Lewi is going" he demanded

"Then yes of corse im going what's the dress code?" I demanded

"How the fuck should I know?" He shouted

I quickly texted all my girls to tell them to all meet me at the gate in 5 minutes because we needed and emergency shopping session because we had to look the best in order to pull. All the girls arrived apart from Louise there was no suprise there we got on the bus and drove into town in search for outfits and booze.

Arriving in town and deciding what shop go in first I made a final decision to go into new look as they were having a sale on! I looked around and couldn't find any nice dresses so I went in and looked in miss selfridge, there Infront of me was the most beautiful dress I've ever seen it was baby pink and hugged my hips and made my ass look quite decent for once. I stepped out of the changing room to show the rest of the girls

"Oh my god you look stunning" Amber and Liz said at the same time

"That's the one" Clare said

"Yeah your ass looks huge!" Maddie said amused

"Yeah Lewi will have his eyes on me all night" I shrieked proudly

"Let's go it's almost lunch" Clare gasped

We arrived back at school just in time for lunch I made a quick stop at my locker to please my Gorgeous dress in there before it got wrecked. I made my way into the the hall where everyone sits, I spotted Louise and her boyfriend and pushed in the line with her to get my lunch. As I came out of my line carrying my food tray I spotted bea and her friend Rosie walking to their table.

"This was the perfect opportunity." I whispered to myself

I picked up my pace and rammed myself into bea and dropped my tray of food all over her and she fell like a sack of shit! From the other side of the hall Lewi ran over helping bea up and asking her if she was okay, how could he ask her if she was okay she was a bitch!

"How could you do this to her" her screamed

"I tripped babe I didn't mean for that to happen" I replied

"We're over Beth I can't believe you!" He finished

"No Lewi wait" I added

It was too late he had walked off with bea. As I got home I sat on my bed and debated weather or not I was going to go to Rosie's party because I couldn't face anyone especially not Lewi. Is was 6.30 and all the girls arrived at mine ready to get ready with me. Chloe knocked on my door and all the other girls stood behind her, Clare Liz maddie and Amber.

"I'm not going" i announced

"You have to Beth you can't show them it's affecting you just hold your head high"Amber said

"You'll look better then all the girls there anyway just go" Maddie said

"Okay let's get ready" I ended

We were all ready and got into my white bmw and drove to Rosie's house. I got out the car and looked at the house it was the smallest house I have ever seen. We walked in and made way to the kitchen. It was actually quite big inside. I looked around everywhere for Lewi and I couldn't find him anywhere.

"Joe have you seen Lewi" I wondered

"Yeah he's with bea" her replied

My face went red and I was so angry how could he pick bumble bee over me im so much prettier she's a looser who only cares about school. I carried on ranting before I was rudely interrupted by Rosie Jess and Elle the all approached me they asked me really weirdly if I had been in the garden before I replied I looked at all three of them and Rosie was wearing the same dress as me I wanted to look the best and she had the same dress I was furious. Walking towards the garden my eyes were burning as I saw bea and Lewi making out aggressively!

"What are you doing you whore!" I yelled

"What's it look like bitch" bea argued

"Now get lost you bitch" Rosie interrupted

"Lewi tell them it's me you want"I cried

"Goodbye Beth" he laughed

How has he chose Bea Williams over me I sat in my car and looked at myself through the mirror how could this be. I was using him and I fell for him and now he's ended it! I love him this is just the start!