It was later the same evening, while getting ready for bed, that I first dared to glance at the package. It was a thick white carton box, with no text or other markings indicating what could be inside.
It felt like it was staring back at me, watching me as I circled around it and pretended it wasn't there, out in the open.
I purposefully ignored it, brushing my teeth, putting away clothes and changing into my pajamas before sitting down on my bed and looking at it. I'm not a prude, I wasn't ashamed of my body, but it still felt indecent. Dirty.
But...
I've got the package. There's no one here. Surely, there's be no shame in opening it...
I bite my lip before slowly lifting the lid. The box had the same clinical look and smell as the doctors' office I'd visited earlier today. A brochure with texts about the body, the change and some pictures showing how everything looked. There's nothing more unsexy than medical drawings of genitalia.
Under the brochure were three smaller packages individually wrapped. One, which was a bottle of scentless, natural lube. The second, a vibrating dildo that looked disturbingly lifelike with veins and plastic balls even. The third, however, piqued my interest. A clear, circled fleshlight.
Fuck me.
I've seen guys use these in porn, they always turned me on somehow. Just something about a guy thrusting into one, needy and desperately trying to cum... fuck, I was going to use that.
I took it out of the packaging, grabbing some of the lube and squiring two pumps inside. Wait, I should probably lock my door. As per usual, incubi had sound-proof rooms, but I wouldn't want anyone bursting in.
I laid down on my bed, propped myself up on some pillows, and grabbed the fleshlight to put it beside me. My boxers were already tented, my dick having sprung to life. I may not have gone through the change, but I was still a horny teenage boy.
I put one of my hands directly over my crotch and shudder, leaving the other to rest on my inner thigh. Fuck, I was already sensitive. I pet my dick lightly before cupping my hand over the head. A small wet spot forms on my underwear, and my hips automatically buck to get more of the pleasure.
I discard my boxers, dragging my shirt off as well. My dick stood fairly tall, I think I'm pretty average size both soft and hard. I pull my foreskin back to reveal the glistening head, licking my lips at the pleasure it promised.
I start massaging my balls with one hand, my head tipping back as my other hand goes to grab at the base of my shaft. A minute later and I'm fully hard, the head of my dick starting to moisten more from the precum. I quickly grab the fleshlight, angling it over my dick and push it down.
A loud moan escapes my mouth, and I start panting as I punch my hips up, desperate to get more. The fleshlight was cold, way colder than being inside someone, but it felt oh so good to have the tight pressure on my cock.
I start moving my hand up and down, trying to push deeper into the toy. It's frustrating that it barely reaches the base of my dick, and it didn't even graze my balls. I'm unsure of how I compared to other guys, but I'm a slut for ball play so I reach down to fondle my tight sack.
I pant heavily, letting the sensations wash over me as I speed up. The squelching sound as I penetrate the toy makes me moan, and I can feel my tip leaking. It lacked the feeling of real sex, no weight of the person coming down on you as they rode you, no chest grazing my face, no ass to grab. But damn it still felt good.
It was soft, and smooth, and squelching wet. Damn, the way it moved as I force myself inside. Deeper, harder, again and again and again. Fuck, that's so wet.
I tighten my grip on the fleshlight, grinding it down hard on my dick. Damn, imagine someone grinding down hard, needing to feel every inch of my cock. A woman gushing, screaming for more, or a guy begging me to pound on his prostate. Fuck.
The smooth silicone has little bumps on the inside that massages my cock every time I slide it up, and down, up, and down. The hard plastic shell around the sleeve makes it impossible to tighten it around me, so there's no sensation of clenching, and that makes me want to thrust faster, get more in some other way.
I turn as to lay on my side, keeping one hand on the fleshlight to keep it in place and the other grabbing the edge of my bed frame. Using the leverage I had, I thrust into the fleshlight. Oh, that's good. Fuck that's good. The tight feeling of the wet walls sliding against my dick, the filthy sound just lacking the moan of someone else, the slight creaking of my bed as I thrust harder.
My breathing gets heavier, I needed to speed up, I need more. Just a little deeper, a little harder. Fuck, I want something on my balls, but I can't stop thrusting. I need to cum, fuck I really want to cum.
"Aah, aah...", I moan, louder and louder. Just a little more, just a little more. I can feel my abdominals start twitching, and it's delicious. I can feel it coming. Oh, yes, yes, yes. Fuck, there!
I release the bed frame, quickly grabbing my balls, kneading and massaging them. Pleasure shoots up my shaft, my entire body going taught as my thrusting comes to an abrupt stop and I push the fleshlight down as far as possible.
"Aaahh...", oh that's good. I can feel myself spilling, shooting into the fleshlight. My head is thrown back and moans spill out of my mouth. I'm panting, needing air but I'm not able to concentrate on anything but my dick. Oh yes, that's exactly what I needed.
The added wetness to the fleshlight is absolutely filthy, and grind my dick slightly, enjoying the shudder of over-sensitivity. Damn, I'd missed fucking a cum filled hole. I have to find someone new to hook up with now that Jason didn't want to anymore.
And who knows, someone new might show up at any moment.
Ooh, it's getting spicy! If you received a relief package like Kash, how would you feel? Let me know in the comments, and don't forget to vote!
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Kashmir [BxB]
RomanceKashmir Harris is a 18-year-old incubus, on the cusp of switching diet from food to... you know, that other stuff. Going into his senior year of high school, he didn't expect much besides switching up his meal plan - until he met Kade. The handsome...
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