I do - Part 3 - Tying the knot

Tying the knot

Surprisingly she didn't responded the way he assumed.

Siv: "kai kudunga" she grabbed his hands.
(Give me your hands)

Ashwin: "huh?"

Siv: "ashwin, enakum heart beat raise aagala. Butterflies feel pana mudila. Adikadi pakanum nu thonala. Athukaga kalyanam vendanu enala solla mudiyathu"
(Even i don't feel lovey-dovey. But that doesn't made me feel i didn't wanted this marriage)

Ashwin: "sivaangi purinjutha pesitu irukiya?"
(Hear yourself once)

Siv: "lovendrathu not a permanent feeling. Hormones elam konja nalaikutha."
(The feeling of love is temporary. Hormones excitement won't last long)

Ashwin: "enmela unaku andha feel ilanu nee solra athana"
(So you are telling me that you don't feel the love towards me any more)

Siv: "nama appa amma epdi irukanga? Morning saptiya. Office la irundhu vandha udane epdi irundhuchu inaiku nall. Night dinner sapda vaanga. Ivlotha avanga conversationea. Ana ourutar ourutar vitutu ithukaga namaluku love ila pirinjaralam nu mudivu edutha enna aagum"
(Take our parents for example. They seldom talk with eachother in a day. What will happen if they feel like there is no love involved in their relationship and decide to get divorce?)

Ashwin: "purila"
(I dont get it)

Siv: "ashwin neega solra nala enala ungala vitu po mudiyathu. Ipdi empty ah feel pandrathu natural. 100 varsham valromna dhinamum nama love matume panitu iruka mudiyathu. Sanda varum. Kovam varum. Verupom. Pesika matom. Care panuvom. Romance panuvom. Onna irupom despite of all this."
(Ashwin just because you are telling this i cant leave you. Its natural to feel this way. Suppose if we live for 100 years together we can't expect to only have loving moments together. We will fight, show anger and frustration, we will stop talking, we care, romance and despite of all this we will stick together)

Ashwin: "ana kalyanam panika pora apo manasula endha vithamana excitement um ilama epdi pandrathu. I cant fake it. School la evlo onna irundhomo ipo avlo pirinju irukom. Unkita vara kuda yosika venditha iruku. This is not normal sivaangi"
(Marriage is a big moment in our life but it doesn't feel like that now. As much as we were together in our school life now we are apart. You know i have to think twice now before coming near you. This is not normal)

Siv: "ashwin. Uday anna ku apdi ouru situation vandhurundha neega enkuda happy ah irundhurupingala? Kandipa ila."
(What if uday was in that situation. Would you be spending time with me? I dont think so)

Ashwin: "but nanu irukanla un life la. You have to consider me. 24/7 unna ninaichutu iruka enaku ne ilathathu evlo periya pain nu purilaya unaku?"
(But i am here in you life. You are in my thoughts every single day. Just imagine how painful it is to me)

Siv: "ashwin neega thirumba andha love feel panuvingalanu enaku teriyathu. Ana ithuvum marum"
(Ashwin im not sure whether you will feel that love for me again. But this too shall pass)

Ashwin: "ennala mudila. Evlo time neeye solu. Ouru nal nalla irundha adutha nal naragama iruku"
(I cant. How many times should i fall in and out. If one day is good the next day feels like hell)

Siv: "kalyanam vendam nu solringa apo enna seilam?"
(Okay tell me what to do?)

Ashwin: "make me feel loved"

Siv: "the definition of love changes every second to me. What exactly?"

Ashwin: "sivaangi" he pulled his hands from her. "Its not working"

Siv: "will make it work" she stood up. And went near him and grabbed his hands and they both went outside. He covered his face with a cloth and his cap. She took him near her car and they sat inside.