Without you

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Lilian

It is my birthday today and I'm in a mixture of feelings. There has been a lot that's happened first of all me and Dylan have become close it's like we're a couple we give random kisses here and there and do cute little things. I got up and got dressed into denim blue ripped mom jeans with a white corset top and my Nike air forced I got out and First went straight to bubbas grave.

" hey bubba it's me again it's our birthday, happy birthday I miss you so much *starts tearing* I always try not to cry but it's so hard not to cry when you are not here, how am I going to enjoy our birthday. I miss mum a lot I had spoken to her but it's not the same. Me and Dylan have become close I hope you like him the way I like him I love you so much bubba why did you leave me in this horrid world I need you the most"

Tears were rolling down my face as I got up and but the fresh white roses and a little decor I found that I liked. I got up and walked to my house no one was home my dads and Stefanie are at work and Hayley my step sister is at school.

Knock knock

I opened the door in confusion as I see Dylan I smiled and let him in we went to my room and talked and then you now one thing let to another and you know what happened. After that Dylan went because his mum needed him and I went to see Joyce's where we were just talking and she told me she's in a school Christmas play with Dylan I didn't know that she invited me along with her to see it. I was waiting for Dylan to text me but I guess he must be busy I hope he doesn't ignore me was I that bad?? me and Joyce went over to the rehearsals and Dylan was there acting very strange he was avoiding me I ignored him and went on.

Dylan

I have been so happy lately with me and Lilian we finally took our relationship to the next level and I was so nervous was I good enough, what if she thinks I'm weird, I was walking outside and I saw Lilian with Joyce laughing I felt embarrassed were they talking about me my heart was beating as I ran inside and didn't text Lilian. I'm going to rehearsal for the Christmas play for in which Joyce will be there we are preforming the script and we're suppose to kiss which is weird. I look to see Lilian with Joyce and I try to avoid her because she might say something bad about before or Joyce might bring something up and I don't want to embarrass myself. I get ready to rehearse

Joyce - tell me Ezra if you love me say it

I was going to say something

Lilian - go on say it I want to see if you mean it

You can see she was hurt and I was confused

Director- excuse me
Lilian - sorry *ran off*
Joyce - aren't you gonna go after her
Dylan - what did I do?
Joyce - you have hurt her

Lilian

I am so embarrassed I don't know what come over me I ran out and went home and cried there was no one here after a few minutes I heard a knock I answered it to she Joyce she hugged me as we sat down

Lilian - I embarrassed myself so bad
Joyce - it's okay you didn't really you are hurting has Dylan not texted you
Lilian - no
Joyce - oh
*ping*
I looked at my phone to see a text from Dylan

Dylan - I don't think we should talk anymore

Once I saw the text my heart dropped as tears fell I felt used and hurt Joyce hugged me as I cried and cried it hurt so much he was my first everything and it hurt I feel so used was I not good enough?.

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Hope you enjoyed this chapter x.