Without you

12 •

A month later
Lilian

I don't know what to do I've constantly getting bullied by Jessica, Joyce and Kayleigh they won't stop or even leave me alone. let's start from the day Dylan's pictures got exposed it's all calmed down now but the week after I came back to school I got a job at the cafe just for some experience and they wouldn't stop bugging me they put gum in my hair they recorded me eat something horrible as an act of kindness and I told Joyce she better of without them, I said some mean things and Jessica and Kayleigh heard it and they attacked me in the bathroom I don't know what to do I have nothing left the worse is yet to come.

I got up and got ready I have a shift in an hour so I went to bubba's grave to talk I put fresh flowers on the grave and sat down

"Bubba I don't know what to do, you must have seen everything that's happened and what Joyce did? she destroyed me and everything I have I'm in this dark place that I can't get out of I don't know what to do please help me I just want to be with you"

I wiped my tears as a sat down for a few more minutes and then I kissed his grave and left for my shift during my shift my colleague gave me a bowl of soup to give to the table and you wouldn't guess who it was Jessica, Joyce and Kayleigh. I walk toward them and I went to hand them their soup whilst I was putting the soup down I felt a kick the soup fell on to Jessica as she screamed I said sorry and got a tissue but she was really mad and left I was so afraid of what they may do I looked around anxiously as I finished my shift I had a gut feeling the whole time.

As I was done I got Hungry so I got myself some fish and chips and sat down as I felt a flick on my head I looked up to see Jessica, Joyce and Kayleigh

Jessica - ooh look who it is the wannabe Adele but with fat chicken legs
Kayleigh- yes eating all the fat is starting to show
Jessica- don't forget your getting me a new top
*Kayleigh pinched my arms*
Jessica - aww Dylan's not here to help you is here
Lilian - please leave me alone *tears*
Kayleigh - aww your crying aw little baby
Jessica - Kayleigh lets go Dylan's here to save her

Joyce didn't say a word she looked guilty as they finally left and I looked up to see Dylan I couldn't control myself and I throw my untouched food in the bin and ran home I couldn't take it anymore I got home and cried.

2 hours later

Someone knocked on my bedroom door and I wiped my tear away as the door opened and in came Stefanie with Jessica, Joyce and Kayleigh

Stefanie- look Lilian your friends are here you guys talk whilst I go check on Hayley
* I fake smiled as she left*

Kayleigh - your step mums pretty isn't she *laughs*
Lilian - what do you want?
Jessica - so we're here for payback and I know how to get it *grabs the guitar*
Lilian - no no please no
Joyce - you heard her leave her alone
Jessica - where's the fun it that *stamps on the guitar*
Kayleigh - ooo *laugh*
Lilian - what did you do * in tears*

They tormented me for a while and finally left as I let my heart out I couldn't take it anymore I got my guitar and thrown it outside there's no use of it anymore and I started walking toward the bridge me and Luca use to admire as kids I sat on the ledge as I called my mum.

"Hey mum I just need you I can't take it anymore please I need help they keep picking on me I have nothing everything's falling apparent I'm going to be with bubba soon"

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Hope you enjoyed this chapter just an awareness if you need help speak up there are lots of people around you to help and if you are being bullied take action before it's too late x.