Without you

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Lilian

I've been so upset I don't feel like my self I wanted to express my feeling out so I got my camera out and my guitar and sang favourite crime by Olivia as I finished the video and cleaned my tears up I uploaded it.

Dylan

It's been a week since I text Lilian and probably hurt her I miss her I feel empty but like Joyce said I'm hurting her and I don't want to do that I was on TikTok when I saw a trending video of Lilian sing a song when she was singing it you can hear and see she was hurt and broken and it's killing me I just kept listening to it and becoming more upset I need to sort this out.

Lilian

I heard my dad coming in and walking toward my room
Dad- oh my god Lilian your video was so good I liked it, you know Victoria is having a Christmas charity ball event in a few days and she wants you to sing at it
Lilian - okay dad thank you so much I don't know if I should
Dad- Lilian you will do amazing lets you and me go shopping

I smiled I haven't been shopping with my dad in so long so I'm very happy I got ready and we went. we went to an elegant boutique which sells beautiful dressing I looked at a few and dad showed me some but then I spotted one that I loved it was satin oh my god it's a beautiful beige body con dress it drops to the floor and has a slit on one side the top of the dress was ruched in which made the dress of the shoulder I fell in love. I went to get some shoes and I got black YSL heels that have the logo on the heel. I got some makeup and jewellery and then my dad got his suit and shoes and we decided to eat some chipotle and finish up our shopping trip.

Once I dropped the bags onto my bedroom floor I jumped on my bed and sighed I texted Joyce asking if she wants to come and she agrees I can't wait to perform, I remember Asher maybe there oh well he can see how I feel I got up to put all the shopping away I laid my clothes out and put them away so they don't get wrinkly and feel asleep.

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Hope you enjoyed this chapter x