We all have our first love and first heartbreak for Lilian it is very similar as you go on to reading this book you will realise that many have the bittersweet experience to love and not so many have a romantic sweetheart.
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Today I'm officially seven months pregnant and I'm officially exhausted as soon as I wake up I'm exhausted the little angels keep me awake most of the night kicking or moving around. My stomach is huge I can no longer see my toes and I walk like a little duck, some days are greater than others especially now that I can't do many things such as grab something that I dropped and those are the days that hit hard. I feel lonely my emotions are all over the place I'm starting to scared Nate a lot bless Nate and Victoria they have done so much for me.
I breathed out as I pushed myself off the bed and got ready for my meeting to officially launch my clothing line. I got changed into a black dress with a cream blazer and go down to eat breakfast I felt like having Dorito dipped in pickle juice the weirdest combination but you got to do what you got to do.
A few hours later
I have officially finished the meeting and have set the release date to be in a week which I have announced on all my social media platforms, I officially have seven million followers who I adore and they loved my album which I released last week it is called new beginning I have released 6 songs which are about the situation I'm currently in and losing Dylan I even named a song after Dylan which was of course influenced by him.
When I got home I was greeted by Victoria I went to hug her
Lillian- Hello Vic Victoria - hey love you need to get ready we are going out somewhere Lilian- okay Victoria- the dress I brought you is upstairs change into it
I nod as I walked upstairs and got changed into a beige dress
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I applied some makeup and curled my hair and then went downstairs to Victoria all confused she smiled
Victoria- you look beautiful Lillian- thank you
As Victoria led me by my hands toward the backyard I was surprised to see all my friends and family were here as they screamed surprised I gasped and hugged Victoria thanking her she surprise me with a baby shower picnic the back garden had been decorated for the party.
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Everyone sat down to enjoy our time together I smiled a proper smile I haven't done that in a very long time as I looked down and rubbed my belly life has been hard but there's always A rainbow after the storm. I looked over to Victoria who was already looking at me with a genuine smile which made my heart melt it has been tough all though we will never get over the loss me will move on and be the best for our little angels.
One week later
It's been a week since the baby shower it felt amazing having time with my friends and family and celebrating two new additions. Today I got ready into a grey dress and went to my new store that was going to open for the clothing line as I walked in one of my new employees greeted me and she showed me through the store which looked amazing it was much better than I imagined it. I was led to the back room where there was stocked clothes and people getting ready to pack orders I greeted everyOne as we celebrate the release day I went to my office to see the website being launched as we all clapped and cheered.
I smiled as I hugged everyone the first hundred thousand orders have been made and the website is blowing up we are officially trending on every platform, I smiled as I looked up to see my parents and Victoria and Nate I hugged them as they congratulate me.
Fast forward to Lillian being 8 months pregnant.
I sat up on my bed as I find it hard to do anything I was editing a cover song to Ed Sheeran small bump although the meaning of the song is different it felt right. Everything is going great the clothing line has been trending as many brands and influencers speak out and promote the brand I have run out of stock there are so many people ordering. I'm currently on maternity as my mum take over and sort out the business.
A few minutes later
I just about finished editing when Nate come in
Nate- hey little sis Lillian - hey I need your help Nate- sure what's up Lillian- can you help me get the nursery sorted out Nate- sure I'll go get your dad to help along
As Nate walked out to go call my dad I finished editing the song and uploaded it to YouTube I got up and got changed into one of Dylan's top and legging that the only comfortable thing that fits as I smelled the shirt it reminded me of him and when's he used to cuddle and watch movies I sigh.
I walked out towards the nursery room and see dad and Nate just about getting to the first landing as mum and Victoria trail behind them we walked into the rooms as we started planning out what to do for the first room which will be the baby boys room
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The room next door was the baby girls room it is connected by a door that is easy to go through to both rooms
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As I sat down irritated trying to help out but no one is letting me the rooms are finally come together as I recorded it to keep as memory's I smiled as I thought about how much life changes soon the bundle of joys are going to be in my arms.
I added a final piece into both the rooms it was a picture of Dylan to feel his presence still here I turn to go out of the room I see Victoria smiling as she let a tear fall out we didn't need to say anything we both understood why as I walked towards her and hugged her until she told me to come down and eat dinner which I followed her downstairs and ate my dinner and spoke with everyone as I finished up I went upstairs and laid down in bed not able to move as I fall asleep.
