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4 𝘑𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘪 2017

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘩 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘪 𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘪𝘵𝘶.

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘩𝘶 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘗𝘢𝘬 𝘊𝘪𝘬 𝘚𝘶𝘧𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘩 𝘥𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘩.

𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘢?

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘩𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘩𝘶.

"Ibu "

"hm "

"Maya penatlah. Ibu tahu tak jiran-jiran kita ni tak habis-habis mengata pasal kita" 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘥𝘶 𝘱𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘪𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘺𝘢.

"Maya tak payah la layan diorang. Yang Maya dengar cakap diorang kenapa? " 𝘚𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘬, 𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘭𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘩𝘪 𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘪𝘵𝘶.

"kenapa ibu masih nak berlembut dengan Pak Cik Sufian sedangkan ibu tahu Pak Cik Sufian guna semua duit ibu untuk beli dadah! "

"MAYA " 𝘐𝘣𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘢𝘫𝘢𝘮.

"SEKALI LAGI MAYA TUDUH AYAH MAYA. MAYA KELUAR DARI RUMAH NI "

𝘏𝘢𝘵𝘪 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘭𝘶𝘩.

"kenapa.. kenapa ibu lebih pertahankan lelaki tu dari anak ibu sendiri.." 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘢𝘭. 𝘉𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘥𝘪 𝘬𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘮 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘴.

𝘋𝘪𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘴.

𝘔𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢, 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘴𝘶𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘩.

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘬𝘶𝘱 𝘬𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪-𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢.

𝘊𝘶𝘮𝘢 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘩. 𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘪.

"M-Maya bukan anak ibu lagi ke? "

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘢 𝘯𝘢𝘬 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘧𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘮 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘣𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘮 𝘪𝘣𝘶. 𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘤𝘶𝘣𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘮 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢?

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘯𝘢𝘬 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢.

"Maya " 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘭 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘢 𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘬 𝘨𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘪𝘵𝘶.

𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘩𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘬 𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘮 𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘬.

𝘋𝘪𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘴 𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘭. 𝘞𝘢𝘫𝘢𝘩𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘮 𝘱𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘬.

🎼Just as I was about to take my shoes
Off of the rooftop there I see
A girl with braided hair there before me
Despite myself I go and scream;
"Hey! Don't do it, please"
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn't care less either way
To be honest I was somewhat pissed;
This was an opportunity missed
The girl with braided hair told me her woes
"You've probably heard it all before;
I really thought that he may be the one
But then he told me he was done"
For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted?
You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!
"I'm feeling better thank you for listening!"
The girl with braided hair then disappeared
"Alright, today's the day" or so I thought
Just as I took both of my shoes off
There was but a girl short as can be
Despite myself, I go and scream
The petite girl told me her woes
"You've probably heard it all before;
Everyone ignores me, everyone steals
I don't fit in with anyone here."
For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home!
There's always dinner waiting at the table, you know?
"I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear
The girl short as can be then disappeared
And like that, there was someone every day
I listened to their tale, I made them turn away
And yet there was no one who would do this for me
No way I could let out all this pain
For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
She wore a yellow cardigan
"I just wanna stop the scars that grow
Everytime that I go home
That's why I came up here instead"
That's what the girl in the cardigan said
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn't care less either way
But in the moment I just screamed
Something that I did not believe
"Hey! Don't do it, please."
Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new!
For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew
But even so, please just go away so I can't see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!
"I guess today is just not my day"
She looked away from me and then she disappeared
There's no one here today, I guess it's time
It's just me, myself and I
There's no one who can interfere
No one to get in my way here
Taking off my yellow cardigan
Watching my braids all come undone
This petite girl short as can be
Is gonna jump now and be free🎶