Lost in Assistance (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader)

Ch. 38

A/n: Hello peeps! I hope you have a great day. Sorry it takes a while for me to update lately, 16month old baby really got me busy.lol. Well, here I am again with sweet song chapter. Today's song "Bright" by Ecosmith. Happy reading, lovelies!
*the bold print are flashback*

Lizzie heard the caller hang up from the other end. She wonders who it was and a little worried, hoping that it was nothing or somebody who is dangerous for her. She wants to tell you about the call but she remembers that you said you are tired and have work to do so she will tell you about it tomorrow.

She goes to her bedroom and unpack her suitcase. She takes out the framed picture that you gave her. She looks at it and lays her fingers to your smile in that picture as a smile instantly forms on her face. She then locks her gaze on a random spot slowly lost in her thoughts that is full of you. Everything about you.

The more she thinks about you, the wider her smile gets if it's possible. Her heart starts to beat faster. She blushes even though there is no one around her. She even laughs a little when your flour covered face or your smile with a straw in your mouth when you are happy that she ordered you ice tea, or when she brought you your favorite ice cream comes up in her mind. It lifts her mood and she feels fully alive. Her heart feels light. She then puts the picture on the nightstand near her bed and continues unpacking before she gets ready to bed.

Despite all those sweet thoughts about you, she can't help herself to think about how you acted today as well. It makes her question herself, if she did anything wrong. She wonders if everything she did or how she acts lately were too much or too soon for both of you. Or maybe it makes you feel uncomfortable and unprofessional? It makes her think if everything she did will backfired and ruin whatever it is between you and her. A thought even came up and told her maybe she should slow or hold back everything down between you two. But her heart now is conflicted as she remembers how much you care about her, how sweet you were the whole time, and all the pet names you have been calling her that always gives butterflies everytime it flows to her ears. She just doesn't know what to do or what's going on. She is happy, sad and confused at the same time.

For her, relationships or having a crush is already complicated to understand, let alone having all these feelings with a woman who is her assistant. She never feels like this to any woman before.

After she is ready for bed, she sits on her bed with her back leaned to the headboard. Her mind still can't stop thinking about you and she is intrigued to check out a little more about you. She checks on your social media profile which you set in private mode. Her curiosity gets the best of her, she eagerly hits the request button to follow you. Less than a minute, she gets a notification that you approve her request. It drew a smile on her face. She instantly dives into your social media and gets lost in it.

She scrolls from your latest post to the older ones. She pays attention to everything in your posts. From the way you dress, your posts about songs you like, your picture with your mom or your friends and then there is this one old post, a picture of you and a girl. You and the girl in the picture looked happy and so close. From the pose and your position holding her, Lizzie upset jumped to a conclusion that the girl in it was your girlfriend back then. Her brain instantly remembered the ex-girlfriend that Aubrey told her about. The ex-girlfriend who hurt you very badly, it's Gwen. She remembers the name you told her.

Jealousy creeped up out of nowhere into her. Her stomach twisted into a knot. Her muscles tensed. Despite the jealousy erupts in her, she knows that she shouldn't feel that way because she thinks who is she to you? You are her assistant and you both are friends now? She tries to distract herself and scrolls more to see more about you. She is now looking at a picture that Aubrey tagged you from a few years ago. With the jealousy and all the feelings that clouded her makes her mind all over the place, she accidentally hit the likes button. "Shit..shit..shit..great job Liz" She groans in irritation as she talks to herself in panic knowing that tomorrow Aubrey will say something about it and will not let it go easily. She's worried what will you think after her like the picture.