Lost in Assistance (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader)

Ch. 58

A/N: Hello peeps! How are you? I hope all of you had a great holiday. Sorry I haven't updated this series for a while. I bumped my head hard on Christmas Eve and I got a moderate concussion. It has been hard for me to write due to the effect of it. My brain was working slower and I couldn't focus. But I gradually felt better and I could finally finished this chapter. Credit goes to Skurczykalamarnica for helping me set up the outline and other parts for this chapter to get me started. Thank you! Well, happy reading everybody! Thank you for your patience.

After an hour of silent crying, also tossing and turning with Lizzie patiently staying with you and being the bigger spoon she knew you needed, you finally fell asleep. You woke up a few times freaking out from your grief that turned into nightmares and Lizzie is always there for you.

She feels that you all of a sudden move frantically, shaking your head. Mumbling that's between a scream and a muffled voice. Corn kernel size sweats on your forehead, tears flow out of your closed eyes, a line formed between your eyebrows. She wakes up and then tries to calm you down. "Y/n, sweetie. It's okay. It's okay. Wake up, it was just a nightmare. I'm here. Ssstt. It's okay sweetie. Come here." Lizzie tries to wake you up with her whispering and pulls you to face her and closer into her hug.

"Liz? Oh God, I had a bad dream. I was alone, I don't know if I was drowning or falling but I was going into endless darkness. No one helped me. You weren't there. I was so scared. I tried to scream but I couldn't. I couldn't move to fight it." You wake up and you hug her, bury your face in the crook of her neck while talking in a panicked tone, your voice breaking almost into a cry. Your chest and your back move up and down following the rhythm of your panting breath.

"I know, love. It was just a nightmare. I'm here with you now. Don't worry." Lizzie hugs you tighter and she kisses the crown of your head as her hands rub your back to calm you down.

Lizzie's left hand grabs a bottle of water. "Here, drink some water and after that let's try to go back to sleep, okay?" She smiles at you. You nod and have some water. Then she hugs you again in the same position as earlier. The sound of her breathing, and her heart beat slowly brings you to the calming state. Her scents and the feeling of her fingers running up and down your back gives you an infinite amount of comfort and you finally fell asleep, so did she.

Feeling emotionally drained, exhausted yet calm at the same time pulled you deep into the slumber. Deep enough that even when the morning sunlight breaks the darkness in your room didn't do anything to you. You are lost in your sleep. Lizzie woke up and let you get as much sleep as you can. She knows that you need it really badly.

Lizzie decides to make breakfast for both of you and Aubrey. She got a text from Aubrey that she wants to come visit to give support for the both of you.

After a few hours the sun has risen and the room has been filled with the sunlight, and the coldness of the air slowly wakes you up. You woke up with swollen eyes from crying so much the days before, your eyes burning and feeling so dry. You are having a pounding headache. You pull your hands to rub your eyes. Then your half asleep self slowly tries to find the warmth from Lizzie's presence. With your eyes closed, you hand slowly try to find her on her side of the bed but all your finger touch is just the coldness that slowly covers the bed sheet. Of course it slowly rings the alarm in your mind and wakes you up more. You decide to get up to get some medicine for your headache.

You look for her, as you are trying to get the medicine you need.. You trust her words. Her words that told you she will never leave you. She is nowhere to be found in the bathroom. You curse yourself when you forgot to put some painkiller in the bathroom cabinet, so you walk out of the room and calmly walk downstairs to get it in the kitchen. You hear a conversation and you notice that it's between Lizzie and Aubrey. You try to be as quiet as you can as you are trying to listen to what they are talking about.