Fear me dear

Part 2

“Hannah hey hey we’re this way”

Lee grabbed my arm pulling me back stage

I followed him to where I had met him earlier.

Everyone was downing bottles of water and eating chicken for some strange reason.

“I see you brought your camera” Oli said

I nodded “Looks that way huh?”

“Get any lush photos of me?” Lee asked

“Erm of you no” I stuck my tongue out at him “I got photos of you all”

I plugged my camera into a laptop and showed them all.

“You were pretty close” Matt the drummer said (Pretty much all I knew him as then)

“Yeah I was in front of the barrier”

Everyone watched at the next few photos came on

We laughed at some of the photos

“These are actually amazing” Jona said

“Thanks” I smiled

Everyone gave us a weird look

“Wow you can get on”

Jona was so nice about my photos because he knows my dad was a photographer which is why I want to be one. He would never disrespect anything to do with my father and I his mother. We just don’t get on.

“So why did they let you in front of the barrier?” Oli asked

I clicked through some more photos

“I have a pass I want to be a photographer of literally anything so I have a pass for when bands play I can get photos but you have to have a certain camera which I am lucky to have” I smiled as I clicked the next few photos

A photo of me and my dad came up. A silence fell across the room. Lee looked down. I gulped really hard. I was trying not to cry. Jona turned away as if It was like he had seen a photo of him and his mum. I unplugged my camera and turned it off. The silence was still in the room

“Well erm yeah you did great. I’ll check to see if James is outside” I put my camera strap on my shoulder like a bag.

When I left I heard Oli ask something “Is she alright? Who was it in the photo she seemed dead cut up when she saw him”

I heard Jona reply “It’s her dad” He sounded like he had tears in his eyes.

“Oh” Oli said. With a I’m guessing confused voice

“Oli it may not have struck you but the fact she went out crying is because her dad is well he passed away 3 years ago. He had a massive impact on Hannah in everyway just don’t mention it to her” Lee said.

I stepped into the fresh air. James’ car was there.

“Jona Oli Lee James is here” I smiled

They gathered their stuff.

“Nice meeting you Hannah” Matt Kean said

“You too I’ll be seeing you tomorrow?”

He nodded

“You shall also see me. Great meeting you cheers for all the photos and stuff” The other Matt said

“No problem lovely meeting you”

I smiled before walking out.

We all piled in James’ Car

“Hey boys good gig?”

They all said yes and spoke about highlights

“I’m a girl James. Don’t forget me considering you’re living under the roof on MY house” He shook his head

Oli was trying not to laugh.

We pulled up to Lee’s house

“Bye Lee” Everyone said

“See you round Home boy” Yes I would be that original bastard

   We pulled up outside of my house.

I hopped out of the car.

Oli and Jona told mum all about the concert and I showed her photos.

Any way after all that banter we all went upstairs. I could see myself passing out from tiredness. Oli and Jona ran up the stairs making so much noise

“Oi you two. Be quite Mary is asleep and you might wake her. Please shh”

“Sorry” Jona whispered

“Who’s Mary?” Oli asked

I sighed

“She’s my little sister she’s only 10”

“Oh”

“Ok well night guys”

“Night” They both went into Jona’s room.

I went up the second flight of stairs into the Attic

It was my dads office for his photography, I put my camera down.

 There was a computer and loads of his photos framed and some of mine and his awards for our outstanding skills. He also had lots of our family photos framed. I had lots of his photos in my room. As well as Kerrang cut outs and a few family photos and a few friend photos but I’ve been pretty distant since the day I got told about my dad.