Fear me dear

Part 8

“Hannah you’re awfully quite” Jona, me and Oli were sat in one of the waiting rooms. “Yes well no one plans a murder out loud” Oli took my hand and locked his fingers in mine. I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder. Jona stood up and leaned against the window facing me and Oli. “This is all shit ok. My dad and your mum couldn’t give a fuck about Lee right now because of that baby they’re not letting us see Mary because they need to look after her. Lee is lying in that bed and we’re not aloud to see him and we’re not trusted to be home alone and now you and Oli are together. Really? I don’t know how much more of this I can take. And where are the two Matts? Who the fuck knows” In a way Jona was right.

 James had knocked Lee over and suddenly no one gives a flying fuck because Mum had her baby. Me and Jona haven’t been up to see the baby but Mary said it’s a girl called Lilah. Short for Delilah.

 “Jona I agree with you but I don’t see what else we can do. We can’t do anything about the baby we can’t help Lee and I like Hannah, Hannah likes me” I sat up. Oli was sort of right it’s not like we could put the baby back in mum or undo what happened to lee “I’m not complaining Oli. But-“ I stood up.

 “There is something we can do Come on” I practically ran up to the room my mum was in. Jona and Oli following. “Is Alyssia Weinhoffen in this room?” The nurse nodded. We all ran in.

 “Mum hi” My mum looked up and almost started crying. I saw Delilah lying in an incubator with wires attached everywhere. Mary had her hand in one of the holes. James was sat holding my mothers hand. We found the two Matts. Even James was crying. Mary had been. “Mum I wanted to come up to see you and the baby and just I don’t know say sorry. I know we haven’t spoke for a while but well me and Oli are together now and me and Jona are much closer” James shook his head

 “I knew this would happen. I don’t want you to be with Oli I’m sure he is nice but he is Jona’s friend and-“ Jona stepped forward

 “You want me and Hannah to be closer. We are now and her being with Oli will help us bond better. Dad for once stop trying to be Hannah’s dad” My mum just looked at Oli.

 “So instead of being here for me, My baby is practically dying. In stead of looking after Mary you have been fucking this boy you hardly know” I honestly thought my mother was going to jump out of the hospital bed and Kill oli. “No mother. When you’ve been up here I’ve been worrying about Lee and I’ve been getting closer to Jona I started to like Oli and he liked me. I’ve grown closer to people. But when you’ve been up here have you given a flying fuck about Lee? No, We would have looked after Mary but no. Honestly you blame me for every thing that goes wrong in your life. We came up to see you didn’t we? We came to meet our new sibling. But this is the thanks we get? Fuck it lets go Jona” Me and Jona started leaving. “Honestly. They complain when we don’t get on and soon as we do they think we’re disrespectful for not being there. Name one time you were there for us. Bitches” I laughed at Jona.

 “Thanks Jona” I hugged him to see Oli hug my mother as she cried into his shoulder.

  “What’s happened?” Me and Jona came back into the room. James opened his mouth but my mother shushed him “No James for once I want to be able to tell my child what’s wrong. Hannah, Oli, Jona this is really serious. Now what happened to Lee has bonded some relationships, Hannah and Jona are getting along better and well we won’t go into detail about Hannah and Oli. And I understand me and James haven’t been there for Lee and we’re sorry. We have been focused on Delilah and we wanted Mary here so we could keep an eye on her. But we have some bad news. Today the doctor told us there is very little chance Lee will survive. They’re turning off his machine”