Fear me dear

Part 11

My alarm beeped. “Urgh” I forgot why I had got up. I looked around my room for motivation on why I might be up this early. Then I remembered. Oli.

  I shoved myself into some clothes and ran to the front door. “Where are you going this early in a morning?” My mum was making a bottle for the baby “To Lee’s house?” She shook the bottle and walked up to me “You’re rushing a bit. Why? Oli isn’t there is he?” I sighed and looked at her. She really is the most annoying and over protective mother ever. “Look Mum Lee has just pretty much got out of a coma which your husband put him in. I am rushing to see if he is ok. And I am still with Oli. I’ve got to go” I shut the door and ran to Lee’s house.

  I knocked on Lee’s door. “Hannah I’ve told you just come in” My Aunt smiled at me. I saw Oli’s shoes. I walked past her and took mine off. I ran straight up the stairs and walked into Lee’s room. Sorry. Ran into Lee’s room.

  “Hannah” Oli stood up and wrapped his arms around my waist taking me into his chest. I buried my head in his shoulder. My grip on him got tighter and tighter. Lee coughed. “So guys what you doing today?” Oli smiled at me after we both finally let go. Oli sat next to Lee. “We’re going out because I never get to see her so we’re going to go somewhere” I smiled at Oli. Just then Matt Nichols walked in. “Oh Hannah don’t forget it’s my birthday thing next week” Matt said as I walked past him. “I spoke to Jona and he won’t tell your mum you’re coming so you can see Oli” I smiled and turned to Lee. “What about Lee is he coming?” Lee rolled his eyes. “Hannah I came out of a coma not a wheelchair I’m fine of course I will be going! You and Oli go and have fun yeah” I smiled and grabbed onto Oli’s hand.

  We walked a little way down the street away from my house. “Oli where are we going?” I nudged his shoulder with my head. He laughed at me. “We are going bowling!” I smiled at him.

   Before we did we went out for dinner. “So how have you been lately? Has everything been ok for you and all?” He asked me. I shrugged my shoulders. “Yes and no. I mean Lee is getting so much better which is great. And everything at home is normalish but James is still content on moving and he doesn’t realise I need that house to feel close to my dad. And it sucks I don’t get to see you as much but me and Jona get on better which means the house is in a calmer environment and I’m always at Lee’s house so I don’t really see Lee.” He smiled at me. “What about with you?” He sighed. I sat up and he looked at me. “It’s good right but I think the only thing is I don’t get to see you because your mum and James aren’t being very excepting of me. And the band is losing practise at the minute but it’s understandable. But I want to see you more” He lent across the table and kissed me. “Oli If my dad was here he would actually love you he would be asking for you over every day honestly he would. My mum knows I won’t stop seeing you and she can’t try and stop me. We just need to try to get through right now then they’ll me more excepting when all of this stress has gone” Oli smiled at me.

   He beat me at bowling once but I went on to beat him three times. “Face it you suck at bowling Oli” I held his hand fairly tight. We walked down to Lee’s house. Oli stopped and looked into my eyes. “Fuck I feel like a shit boyfriend not walking you all the way home” I got on my tip toes and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I put mine on his shoulders. “Don’t worry about it Oli. Honestly. Look after Matt’s birthday thingy on Wednesday I promise you I’ll sort out the whole relationship thing with mum and James. We won’t have to sneak around then you can walk me home” Oli smiled and kissed me again.

 “Ok see you next week” I smiled at him and walked off.

      I got in to see my mum and James sat down. “Han-“ I put my hands over my ears. “Nope. I’ve had a super good day I’m not having you guys ruining it for me!” My mum stood up and smiled at me. “No Hannah it’s good news I promise” James smiled at me. Ok if James was smiling it wasn’t good news. “We’ve decided on a house.” I stood up angrily. “Wait Hannah. We’re not moving in until Delilah is much older possibly when she is six or seven. You would have moved out by then and have your own home” I looked at James. “Seriously? You’ve decided this?” He nodded. I turned to my mum who nodded too. “We knew it was too stressful at this moment in time so we decided to prospone it”

   I went upstairs to see Jona. “Hey Matt told me you’re going to his birthday thing to see Oli” I nodded. “Ok cool well mum knows the times and stuff Matt is coming to get me at ten in the morning so either you leave for Lee’s house earlier or meet us later” I nodded. “Ok cool. Hey Jona. Do you think mum will ever let me see Oli with out sneaking around?” He put his arm around me.

 “She will have to one day. I highly doubt you two will stop the sneaking around”