Fear me dear

Part 6

I sprinted out of the car “No no no! Holy shit No!” I walked over towards Lee. I bent down then stood straight back up and tilted my head back to try and keep the tears in. He was still breathing and his heart was clearly beating but it was Lee. He was lying in a pool of his own blood. I had been close to him since I was a baby. Everyone got out of the car. My mum put her hand on my shoulder and one hand over her mouth. “GET THE FUCK OFF ME” I shrugged away James called an ambulance as Jona rang Oli and the two Matt’s. Mary hugged into Jona.

“Yes, Yes. He is a 16 year old boy. He is my nephew”

No he fucking isn’t you utter peasant. I was stood there crying. Everyone else was In shock. Jona was trying his hardest to calm Mary down. My mother wasn’t crying as such. Lee is on my dad’s side. However I was practically pissing from my eyes. Like Niagara fucking falls had some how entered my body system and was falling from my eyes. Jona hugged me. I buried myself into his shoulder. It was weird us not arguing. My mum was putting Mary in the car.

“Lee will be fine don’t worry darling” My mum smiled and pinched Mary’s cheek.

“It’s not Lee I’m worried for”

James finished on the phone and he came closer to Lee. Jona tightened on me but I got him off. I pushed James. “YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM! YOU TELL THEM HE IS YOUR FUCKING NEPHEW. YOU’RE NOT MY FUCKING FATHER SO YOU’RE SURE AS HELL NOT HIS UNCLE DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME? DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND!” I pushed him again “LOOK AT HIM! HE COULD BE FUCKING DYING RIGHT NOW. IF HE DIES YOU’RE FUCKING GOING DOWN YOU WANKER!”  I was about to go for him again but I felt some ones arms around my waist pull me close to them. I hugged them. The stroked my hair and shushed me in their attempt to calm me down. I looked up. It was Oli. He had tears in his eyes. By this time Jona was crying. Oli tried to smile at me but we both just ended up bursting into tears.

5 hours later

“I didn’t even want to go to that stupid memorial service” I was sat next to Jona in the hospital. Oli was on the other side of Jona, and Mary was next to me. The doctor came in and we all sat up straight. He held a clip board just to make him look like he knew what the fuck he was talking about. He flicked a page back.

 “We did some tests and it shows Lee is in a coma. Now we’re not sure if it’s a mild coma or a strong one. But it was a very powerful hit you’re lucky it’s a coma and not death” I looked down. I blamed myself. If I had been a bit quicker we wouldn’t have had to speed.

“What if he is in a strong coma?” My mothers voice aroused

“Well a mild coma means he will wake up at some point. A strong coma means it’s highly unlikely” The doctor walked out of the room.

 Me Oli and Jona went in to see Lee. I didn’t say a single word.

“Come on Lee mate. Wake up!” Oli had a hold of Lee’s hand. I could hear the pain in his voice and I could see the hurt in Jona’s eyes. I shook my head and ran out.

  I sat In the car park. My mother came out.

“Hannah please come inside” I looked further away from her.

“I’m not interested but thank you” She stood in my view

“Please? Come on Hannah you’re being a bit pathetic” I looked at her in the eyes and stood up. “A bit Pathetic? EXCUSE FUCKING ME. My cousin my best fucking friend is lying in a hospital bed in a mother fucking coma because your husband fucking hit him with a car. I’m out here trying to think things through yet I’m pathetic. Trust me I’m so fucking close to ripping James’ fucking head off. My BEST FRIEND is lying in a hospital bed. How long until it’s the fucking morgue huh?” My mother looked at me then looked down

“My best friend was lying on a bed once. In a hospital but he was in the morgue straight away. Feel lucky”

“Do you think I need that again? First my father now my cousin who is my best friend? Do I need to say it again? Your best friend would be disappointed knowing you care more about your husband than you do your daughter. You married a man who is a cunt, meaning James By the way. Dad was one of my best friends too and he’s gone and Lee might be gone. I will not ever see James as a father he is a fucking prick so stop trying to make me!” The whole car park was staring at me. Doctors and nurses standing out side having a cigarette looking at me. Hypocritical cunts. Telling us to be healthy yet they’re smoking more than a fucking chimney. And I was crying.

 I turned around to walk away. My mother let out a blood curdling scream. “WHAT FUCKING NOW?!?!” I turned around

“I’m having my baby!”

It's all getting fairly dramatic right :0 

As from this point things get a little bit confusing :) But they won't be too confusing If I update regually