Fear me dear

Part 13

I walked in the house and sat down. Oli following me. Jona waved everyone goodbye. Me and Oli sat on the coach. “Jona will you go and see if Mary is getting into bed” Jona opened his mouth to speak but my mum gave him a stern look. “Also James will you check on Lilah please?” No questions asked he did as he was told. I was surprised my mum asked James to leave.

  She sat opposite us. There was a long silence. “Care to explain?” She looked at us. I opened my mouth but Oli held onto my hand. “Yes, I’m very happy with your daughter. I think she is amazing. Everything about her is great. I know it’s so cliché and I can’t really express my feelings but I enjoy being around her a lot and yeah” My mum turned to me. “Jesus Christ mum. What is your problem? When you told me and Mary you had a new boyfriend I didn’t stop you from seeing him. I didn’t like James I still don’t. You might not like Oli but I do. Why can’t you just fucking respect that like I respected you and James.” My mum looked at me and Oli. She didn’t say anything. I started to get agitated. “Mum. What is your problem? I like Oli. Oli likes me. You can’t keep me away from him. I’m a teenager I need to be out with my friends having relationships. You keep me In the house so much that my only friend is Lee and he is my cousin. Jesus mum why?” She looked at me and sighed. “You know I need help with the baby” I stood up. “Oh my god. Fuck the baby! If you can’t look after it why did you have it?! I’m not the only person in this house you know? Mary could help. Jona could help. Well shit James fucking helped make the baby I don’t see him doing anything. Why is it always me?” My mum was about to open her mouth when James walked down the stairs. “Alyssia. Listen to me. Hannah doesn’t have friendships other than with Lee and his friends. You complain to me that Hannah is alone. Then soon as she makes a friend you don’t want her to be involved in the relationship anymore” My mum avoided eye contact with everyone. I softened my voice. “Mum, you know how lonely I am ever since dad died. The past few weeks I have spent with Lee and Oli and Matt and Matt and Jona haven’t been lonely. I haven’t felt the feeling of being alone. You know I’m scared to get close and I hate being alone. Please mum?” She looked at James who pointed to me and Oli. My mum sighed again. “Fine but some rules. Oli you pick Hannah up from the house In the morning when ever you guys decide to meet and you bring her back for 10 o’clock. Ok?” We both nodded. 

Sorry it's not that good "/ I've had a lot on I hope you enjoy it <3