It's gonna be 3rd year and i'm still stuck.
The world push me down till i couldn't hear any joy.
The scary thoughts fill me in too much
I feel like i'm drowning, but i'm at the air
My body feel so float, but i can't touch the reality.
These shit has taugh me how to kill my own self.
I even can't remember the purpose for living my life, i can't no more
Cause the pain is the only thing that left.
But the other moments,
i could see how beautiful my smiles are when i finally beat my sickness for a day
-Rara Paraisa-
August 28, 2021.
Ps: after my daddy passed away, my mental is more unstable than before
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
How I Feel
PoetryBanyak hal yang bersarang dalam kepala, dan sulit ku ungkap lewat bicara. Maka tulisan ini lah yang berkata. -Di Publikasikan: 2 Agustus 2018- Copyright © 2018 by Rara Paraisa
