Shifting

Chapter 1

Izuku POV

I woke up to find that I was lying on cold concrete behind my middle school. Ha, so funny. I passed out during kacchan's daily beatings again. He was pissed at me because I got the best grade in the exam. And it wasn't him. He always gets pissed when this happens. He always says an alpha should be the best, not some useless omega. Not gonna lie, that one hurt.

I don't understand why he hates me. He was my best friend until I was presented as an omega with a weak quirk. That was the day I gave up my dream of being a hero. I knew I wouldn't be able to do it. I mean I'm basically quirkless. All I can do is make my own memories a hologram with the way I position my hands. It's such a dumb quirk. But of course I got it. It gives me the option to look back at all of my painful memories. Even ones from when I was younger have turned sour in my head. All this quirk does is make it easier to let my past haunt me. Not that kacchan would ever left me forget about it though.

I stand up, ignoring the shooting pain, well everywhere, and I walk home. I think kacchan may have broken one of my ribs. And I know for a fact I have at least one black eye. And if I'm lucky, I have a concussion. (Note the sarcasm) it also doesn't help that my home situation isn't the best either. Mom just kind of ignores me. I'm just like a pet in her house. Not particularly a pest but not a part of the family. I'm neglected. But do ANY of my teachers care? No. No they don't. I've learned to trust no one. The only thing relationships bring is pain. So much pain. They let a person get close enough to either stab you in the back and leave you to rot, or manipulate you to the point you don't recognize yourself. ( bye the way, I'm fine I swear. I love my life! I have just read too many depressed deku books. But it gets better I swear. :))

I open the door to my house and , surprise surprise, there's no one home. She's either a) getting laid by some whore. B) out drinking with her friends AGAIN or c) on a lavish trip by herself. She never tells me when she's leaving so I just have learned to expect it.

I go to my bathroom and grab my old first-aid kit. I try to take off my shirt, but I feel a shooting pain go up my arms. I hiss in pain. Why does this always happen to me?

After I finally get my shirt off, I start inspecting my wounds. I have a severe black eye, a broken rib, a bruised rib, bruised arms, and a severe burn on my leg. Thank goddess I learned to get burn cream. After I bandaged my injuries, I go to my room and cry. I cry my heart out. It's the kind of crying where you slide down your wall and bawl your eyes out until there are no tears left to cry. The heart-wrenching sobs, the uncontrollable trembling, and in the fetal position. Why does the moon goddess hate me? She seems to want to watch me suffer. I have to watch one of my soulmates beat me up and then ignore me everyday and I have literally no idea where my other soulmate is.

I've been thinking about it for a while now, and I think I'm going to pray to shift over. There's nothing for me to lose here. I might have a decent life in the fantasy realm. I've heard so many stories about that place, and my mom shifted from there. As I'm crying, I pull up memories from before I was presented and kacchan and I were still friends.

There one where we are waking side-by-side holding hands going to the park to play, we were in matching outfits that our moms picked out. There's another one where we sitting on the floor of my room playing with hero figurines. We both wanted to play with all might so we took turns. Then I pull up when I told kacchan I was an omega and what my quirk was. I still clearly see how his face changed from excited to hateful. It still hurts to look at. I look at another one where I get my marks and realize that kacchan is my soulmate. I realized I could never be with him. He hates me. But I can't bring myself to hate him. That's why I need to leave. I can't let myself suffer any longer. He doesn't want me. He rejected me. So I need to leave. I decided. I'm going to try to shift. I set everything up and pray to the moon goddess.

"Goddess, there's nothing here for me any more. My mom acts like I don't exist, my best friend turned into my bully. I have no clue where my other soulmate could even remotely be. It's killing me from the inside out. Even though I've gone through all this pain, I'm still an omega. I still crave the touch of my soulmates. It still pains me emotionally and physically for my soulmate, who is supposed to love and cherish me, bullies and beats me up everyday. Please let me shift over and leave everything behind. I know full well what I'm asking of you but I'm begging you to let me leave this hell hole. Please mood goddess."

I looked up after I finish and see a portal made of light forming. I don't believe it! I'm going to leave this hell hole! I stand up to step through, and as I'm about to go, I hear my door slam open. I turn around and see kacchan standing there. He looked out of breath. I immediately turn back around and step through the portal. I'm finally free...

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