Shifting

Chapter 9

Bakugou's POV (I'm sorry now... this should be the second to last really angsty chapter... the other one will also be bakugou's 😂)

SHIT! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY!!! WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS?!?? GODDESS I HATE MYSELF!!!

As soon as Ei stepped into the portal and it shut behind him, I drop to the floor and breakdown. I don't even care that Aizawa is there with me. I just cry and cry. I cry my heart out. Aizawa comes up to me and sits next to me. He rubs my back while I cry. After a few minutes he says something to me.

"Hey, why don't you go back to your room and try to get some rest ok? I need to go talk to Nezu. I'll come check on you when I'm done. How does that sound?" All I can do is nod my head and shakily stand up. As I stands up, i see a note sitting on the bed. I read it. It was addressed to me. I started crying as i read it.

I start walking back to my room while I try to stop crying. Aizawa walks me to my room to make sure I get there fine. After that, he left to go tell Nezu. Goddess... why do I always do this? I thought I was doing the right thing when I shut everyone out? I guess not...

Aizawa POV (hehe)

I feel so bad for Bakugou. I know what it feels like to have your soulmate shift... I lost my soulmate in high school. His parents disowned him and kicked him out. I told him to come live with me while he found a place to stay. He told me he didn't want to be a burden.

It didn't matter what he said though. I made him come live with my mom and me. Our teacher knew of his situation so he gave him a few days off. He also gave me 1 day off to help him. He knew we were soulmates.

At that time, he didn't have the best mental state. If anything, it was the worse one I have ever seen. The day off I had, I tried to cheer him up and comfort him. It didn't help he had just finished his heat. His hormones were still all over the place and his scent was still sweet. He was so closed off to me no matter what I did. I couldn't make him feel any better. It hurt my pride as an alpha and his soulmate. I couldn't provide for him. I felt like I failed him.

A couple of days after my day off, I kissed him bye and left for school. I had a bad feeling that day, I felt like something bad would happen. I brushed it off though. I shouldn't have done that. When I got home from school, I couldn't find him anywhere. I started to get panicked.

'Maybe he's taking a nap in my room.' I thought desperately. I ran upstairs to my room and opened the door. I didn't see him. I started getting panicked. I started hyperventilating. My mind was running with so many bad thoughts.... I'd prefer not to think them. I was about to have a panic attack when I see a note on the bed...

' hey shota, I'm sorry you're finding out this way but I couldn't take it anymore. After what happened with my parents and getting kicked out, getting bullied for my quirk, and having no friends or family besides you, I couldn't take it. I have had the thoughts of shifting for a while now, I did it if you find this and not me. I'm sorry, I feel bad and terrible for leaving you. I had to do this to be happy. I do want to say it one time though. Even if it's on paper...

I Love You, with all of my heart.

I love you, Hisashi Yamada (present mic)

That was the last time I saw him... what happened with Bakugou reminds me about a case with a boy who shifted as well. We found out his mother was abusive. Not physically but mentally and emotionally. It was awful to see. His mother was... happy he was gone... I think his name was Izuku Midoryia.

I start to tear up at the memory. I wipe my tears before anyone sees. I can't ruin my reputation. I didn't realize I was at Nezu's office until I was knocking on the door.

"Come in!" I hear him yell. I walk in and see him drinking tea while looking at some files.

"What do you need Aizawa?" He asks me.

"Ummm... I have some bad news... you ummm... need to remove... a student from the servers. He will no longer go to school here..."

"did you expel ANOTHER student Aizawa?"

"No umm... he ummm... he shifted." I said while looking at the floor trying to not let the tears that come up flow.

"Oh... ok... I'm sorry. Who was it?" He came over to hug me knowing this reminded me of Yamada. The tears started flowing in spite of myself.

"He was.. Eijiro Kirishima."

"Really?!?! But he was always so happy. That's awful.  I will take him out of the system" he said solemnly. I nodded my head.

"You go back to your room and rest. Ok?"

"He.. he was... bakugou's soulmate." I started crying more.

"Oh... well ok. Do you want to stay in here and calm down? Then go console him?" I nodded my head.

After I calm down, I head back to the dorms to comfort Bakugou.

Bakugou POV

I just sit there crying. I lean against the head of my bed and slide to the floor. I sob harder than I ever have before. I can't believe it. I lost both of my soulmates to my idiocy. GODDESS WHY DO I ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING!!!! Life is pointless now. I have nothing to look forward to. No future husbands, No children,... No family. I have nothing. I fucked up to the point where I can't fix it. I hate myself.

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