to love to be loved ( Xiao x Lumine )

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Helluu :) <3

My apologies. It's been months and this is hella random but how are y'all's doing? I hope y'alls are doing great! I've been reading some of y'all's comments from time to time and it sure does make me laugh. Some of y'all's are hella thirsty for Xiao. 🤭🤭🤭

Though, I am glad that many of y'all's are enjoying it as much as I enjoyed writing it. 💗💗💗 I be sobbing in my room when I see a sudden notification pop up about yalls funny comments — it cheers me up 💗😭💗✨.  Scroll down to the last part to see another message for y'all's <3

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Feel free to read this or no.

So, here are my life updates! There's good and bad news— though it's mostly bad. 🥲  Ah~ typing here feels so nostalgic. I initially wrote at the "post a message" section but apparently, my words were too long.

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BAD NEWS:

1. There were times where I was able to play Genshin Impact until I realised, my phone storage died. I also downloaded it on my laptop just for it to not be able to download the recent updates??? So, it's been hella months since I properly touched it. Hashtag, Pain. 🥲🤬

2. Despite, me having ideas from time to time to write fanfics about it; Not being attached to the game due to those unfortunate events makes things very awkward for me to continue it.

3. About the Mature Fanfic that I wrote— I published it a while ago but unpublished it afterwards because it feels ILLEGAL. Brb gg to jail.

4. Life went total downhill. 😌✨ I've stated many times that my mental health is f'ed up. Indeed it was and still is. School, grades and physical health is also affected. 🙄🤚🏻 literally skipped school that one time to fake an MC just for the Doctor to tell me that my body is very much dead. ✨ Don't we love to see it.

So yes, there are too many unlucky events and things happening in my life so I doubt I'll ever continue the fanfic. HOWEVER, I might so in the future with a new GI fanfic. (since I already had ideas.) Though, that mainly depends on the condition of my life. 🥲🥲🥲 I even wrote a novel halfway through bout some reincarnation idk but yea, things happened. ✨😀 

I'm so sorry for going off and on way too frequently. 😭😭😭 It's so hard to be stable, please.

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Okay now, GOOD NEWS but pretty irrelevant. Feel free to read or not :)

1. Yalls made my life better 😌💗✨. I read the comments from time to time and it never failed to cheer me up :> Honestly, that motivated me to write another fanfic bc I'm curious about y'all's reactions— especially when some of y'all's are not ashamed of showing how hOrNy y'all's are 😒😒😒✨ — but then again, please lower your expectations as it is just an inspo from y'all's. 😭 I may not actually do so.

2. This is embarrassing for me to say but, I do vlogs and other creative aspects. 👉🏼👈🏼 It's not that consistent right now but am trying my best.
I have like at least 15 videos on my YouTube Channel just for 4 videos to be publicised.

I guess you could say that I simply enjoy filming and especially, video editing. Though, it feels rather gloomy when no one watches it — BUT IT IS UP TO U THO!  (Y'know the times where you put so much effort into something but no one notices. YEAH THAT. Like, it's fine but it's also kind of sad? HAIS SMH)

I would say that I do lifestyle content? Yes yes.
(I should incorporate anime/donghuas & mangas/manhwas/manhuas)

Both my IG & YT channel are Greenartea!
If u wanna see ^ HAHA. FaCe ReVeAleD! 😩✨
Tho it's kinda plain.

However, once again, same as the fanfic. Due to time constraints and other factors, it prevents me from being consistent in whatever that I wanna do. Goodness me, I kept on contracting myself. 🤠

3. My grades and health may be deteriorating but my mental health is slowly getting better! I think. Well, for now, it is. Well, progress is still progress. 🥳🥳🥳✨

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Message for u
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I think that is all. 😗
I just wanna say that I appreciate y'all's for reading my fanfic although it's BS. Yalls reactions are the best. Splendid. Hilarious. Bizarre. — never failed to entertain me.

We shall see where the future holds.

Reminder: Drink your water! Eat your meals! Get plenty of rest! You're loved by me! 💗 Stay safe, Take care of yourselves and watch out for the roads. You can take your time to do things. Don't force yourself to do something that you're not uncomfortable with. You may be hurting now, but it will eventually go away. Everything's going to be okay.

Love, me.