Heal The Wounds | ✔ [REWRITING]

♧30-BUT I LOVE YOU♧

^^Ruhi's Outfit

RUHI

I felt the utmost ecstasy when his lips traced my jawline to my neck with his kisses and bites. I tugged his hair pulling him closer to give more access to my neck. After pulling back from my neck, the next thing I knew that I was pinned against the bed by him hovering over me. His mouth was connected with mine when his both hands were tightly pinning my both hands on the bed beside my face. He slided his one hand around my waist crushing my body against him as his tounge worked on my chest roughly. This felt so good and real that I was losing my sense. When he was going to open the rob of my hospital gown, I slowly came back in my sense pushing him back.

"What do u think yourself, Krrish? U couldn't make me agreed by these antics ?" I snapped at him while adjusting my clothes sitting across him when he was settled on the chair.

"Ruhi, I promise that whatever u will tell,I will do. Just don't leave me." His eyes were clearly saying his honesty. He was regretting and he was pleading through his eyes.

"No, I don't want anything from u. I have tolerated a lot but not anymore." I replied.

"It means that u want divorse ?" He asked which made my heart pricked deeply. I obviously don't want divorce as there is no matter that I love him so much. But now I am adamant and I will do that which will be perfect for both of us.

"I don't want to talk about this. I just want some peace and so I want to go somewhere. And about divorce or anything, I don't know. I need times to sort out every issues"

"As your wish."He just nodded with a sad chuckle. It ached to see him in this condition and I couldn't forgive him so easily. I need times to process everything and now I will do whatever it is required for both of us to live freely. His face held so many emotions and dark circles had formed in the lower portion of his eyes. He stared at me longingly and later he left giving a small and fake smile to me. He went in his bed and laid down turning to other side so that his back was facing towards me.I too laid down while facing my back towards him.
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It's been a week since I and Krrish both have returned from the hospital. I have made all my plans to finish my study now since I did have to discontinue my study then for my mental condition. I had a discussion with Karan and Ritika. I have told them everything including the reason of my miscarriage and the way I had been pregnant. They were also shocked and wanted to confront Krrish but I have forbade them to ignore it. They instantly agreed to help me. I need times to accept the reality where Krrish needs some pace to understand and rectify himself. And a break from our relationship will be helpful both of us to sort out our living. This wound is so deep that it's not possible to heal our wounds in each others' presence. Now everything is in the hands of the destiny and time which will decides our final decision.Fortunately,Krrish has forgiven Ankita and Manav which is a great news for us. Besides, when we came back from the hospital, he did not bother me much except showing some affection and telling me not to go away from him. But today I am hurt and more than hurt that I will think about myself only not Krrish. Last time, I forgave him because I thought about both of us. But now I want to think about myself. I know that it's being selfish but I is better be selfish if it needs to forget about my unborn child's death. Besides, this will help Krrish also.

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I was sitting on the couch of our room while watching a movie. I was wrapped with a blanket which was covering till my stomach as it was freezing outside. I was having pasta which was made by Ritika who is an expert in cooking. My concentration was fully on the TV that I didn't know someone approaching towards me. I jerked off my trance when I felt hot breathe fanning across my nape. I instantly understood who it was. He leaned towards my nape from behind and snatched a spoon of pasta from my hand thrusting it into his mouth.

"I may be late to arrive. Don't need to wait for me. Just take your dinner in time." He whispered in my ears to which I rolled my eyes standing up from the couch.

"Where are u going now?" I crossed my hands across my chest looking at him with eye raised.

"None of your buisness. " He shook his shoulder while putting on his jacket.

"Why is not my buisness? If u r forgetting then I am reminding u that I am your wife, Mr.Krrish." I gave a hard glare at him.

"Haha, thanks for telling it but I haven't forgot that my wife is going to leave me soon." He had a cocktail smirk on his face which looked more like a fake one.He came and stood close to me with a smile tugged on his lips.

"But I love u and u know that." I narrowed my eyes at him when he grinned at his own reply.

"But u didn't tell me where u r going ?"
I demanded but in return got no answer as he made his way outside of the room. I rushed towards him gripping his wrist to make him look in my direction.

"Look, if u go somewhere then I will also go somewhere and enjoy." I replied with a smirk. His expression immediately hardened as he glared at me.

"Ruhi, I am warning u that u couldn't go alone at the night. Stay home and watch TV. Come on, why r u whining like a kid ?" He warned giving another glare to me.

"And why do u think that I am gonna listen to your advice?" I mimicked in his voice while rolling my eyes. All of a sudden , he pulled me for a peck on my lips making me surprised.

"Because I am your dear husband, darling." He said before pulling away and left from the room after taking his warm muffler where I stood there shocked still thinking about what happened just now.

"Huh! What does he think himself? He can go at night then why not me ? I will also go and enjoy. I don't care about him anymore." I thought in my mind and went to my cupboard. I intentionally picked a revealing dress as my outfit. It is off-shoulder body con black seqin dress which hugged my body tightly making my curves visible. I put on eyeliner, blush and lip-gloss with eye-shadow. This make up is absolutely all right with my look. After taking in my look, I got satisfied and went out of the house without telling anything to Ritika and Karan.
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