LSD - ereminxreader

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄'𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐘, 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄

you thought you could just torment gabi all day.  but you and armin had visitors. 

"this is sasha and this is mikasa," the number of people you knew were starting to grow. and you hated it at the beginning. 

that name rang a bell immediately. "i know you," you yelled and the quiet black-haired girl looked at you. she was rather, intricate. 

"connie told me about you," you snapped your fingers as soon as you remembered her. 

"dude, he is weird as fuck, he was persistent on making you a friend of mine, but he sounded fun. not gonna lie, we talked about manga all day and night." 

armin and mikasa were confused at the beginning. but when you explained it all, she was the first to laugh out loud. 

"is it that funny?" 

"yes," armin told as he gave you your usual cup of coffee.

"is that for me?" sasha reached for the cup. 

"that's her cup. i can make you a new one," armin blushed as soon as they stared at you.

"what the fuck? he never makes us any drink."

"he don't?" you asked as you looked at the cup. along the way, it was yours. the same cup that you touched every day felt like it was yours. 

"he says he's bad at cooking, but we both know he's not. he's just shy, right?" sasha said as mikasa looked at the hanging pictures. shy and armin never went together. it felt strange calling him shy to you. 

"mikasa is my girlfriend" sasha's voice was louder than all of us. and mikasa's voice sounded so mature. you were surprised by the question and if not her face, you would have thought it was serious. 

"i'm not. stop joking around." mikasa said. you and armin smiled at their small talks. the kids went home the moment mikasa and sasha came into the house. it was getting late and it felt strange to hold a cup of coffee in your hands. 

"is it because of that new boy?" sasha pouted showing her cringey face to the woman, who she was hanging on. 

armin's eyes peeked at mikasa. he looked troubled at the most. the disturbed face that you had barely seen before was a new feeling to you. 

when he saw you looking at him with a strange expression, he smiled back at you. 

"yo, there's this weird boy who looked outside through the window all day. he fought on the first day of college to sit on the window seat. he's pretty cute, but mikasa over here thinks he's the most handsome, dick gobbling, 3000 gluck gluck man-"

"wanna die?" mikasa tried to puch her away.

armin and you laughed in the small lit room. you could no longer hear people as loud you would hear during the day, and you could not be any more at peace. 

it all felt nice. it felt like they were your new friends. you hated it at the beginning. maybe you would have to keep up with all their expectations. friends always had that. 

except for connie. he just wanted you to exist. 

everyone sat on the bed and looking at all the pictures of armin and mikasa as a kid. armin yelled so much not to look at his face when he was young. "i look so ugly," he murmured as sasha forced the album from his hands. 

"i'll show mine if you show your's armin." you said looking at the hard and rough edges of the cover. 

it was surprising how fast he let go of the album. 

you laughed at the boy who was hiding behind a blonde man's back. he wore a scared expression at the fish maybe, his father had caught. 

there was a child next to him, a brown-haired boy, but he was far away that you could not see his face properly. 

you flinched when armin snatched the book away from you. you were so concentrated on the boy when he surprised you. 

"aren't you both going to get going? it's getting late," you understood it then. it was his way of saying to get lost. 

but the poor girls who haven't seen that side of him would only think he was just caring for them. 

"then i'll go with you since i have to go too-" you started to get up.

"i'll come too then!"

you didn't even get the chance to finish or step out of the bed, and in between the covers still ruffling with your touch, the moonlight still shining through the window, he cut your words.  

"are we going to a carol or something? why does everyone want to come?" sasha obliviously asked as mikasa groaned. 

"then sasha and i will go together, you and armin can -"

"no thanks, i would rather go alone," you got up, the boots you wore hit the creaking floor. it blended well with the rustic vibe of the house. 

"yeah, i can take her," he said pushing you out of the way. he put his hands on both sides of your shoulders, gently moving you out of the way. 

he strode in front of you. the girls left waved you goodbye and you and him were left alone together. 

"you don't have to walk-"

"let's go," he opened the door, holding it in place so you can walk through. he is anything but innocent. he knows how to make people do anything. 

does he think that you can't see through him?

"thanks," you mumbled to the happy man as he started walking beside you. 

"what if i do something?" he was good at getting straight to the point. he always had this strange vibe to him.  

"like flash your dick?" you breathed in the air, summer was already over and the new autumn wind left your nose dry. 

you swallowed some of your spit, desperate for some water.  

"you're funny," he laughed. the streets were dark. these places didn't even have street lights. the roads could only be seen because of the people living in the houses. 

"here," he removed his jacket and draped it over your shoulders. you stepped back but he pulled you in to put it over you. 

"you're really confusing," you mumbled not even having the energy to thank him. you just wanted to sleep. the heaviness in your eyes growing stronger. 

"didn't you hate it when we kissed?" 

really, he never stayed on one topic. 

"i didn't."

he laughed cheekily. "i didn't think too much about it," you wanted him to know that you were not thinking about him. 

how weird.

"that's okay, then," he suddenly moved in as he grabbed your chin. he drew it toward his face. the taste of your cherry chapstick felt so familiar to him. 

"you won't hate this too, right?" he smiled as he pulled back.