smut included*
you thread your fingers through armin's hair. he's laying down on your lap. after sneaking in, he hasn't spoken a word.
"i want to live with my mom and dad," you reveal after fighting your thoughts for nearly a week. "i have neglected them for far too long, i want to apologize and make everything right."
he stills. he stops rubbing your hands with his thumbs, and he stops his steady breathing.
"you want to leave me?" his breath falters as he grips your fingers.
"of course not, you're my everything. how can i leave you?"
"then?" he plays with your fingers again. "what are you gonna do about me?"
his breath is unstable. like he is nearly on the verge of tears. he left after meeting ymir today morning and he couldn't wait to meet you again.
"do i remind you of eren?" he asks when you remained quiet. there was a hitch in his voice when you moved your lips to move.
even in the dark, he could see your silhouette moving. making out every part of your body as you looked at the moon.
"i've never thought about eren from the moment i kissed you. i've never even thought about how better you are than him. because you have never given me enough room to think about anyone else."
he stops his fingers.
you continue, "you would think i would think about how much i hate him. but i don't. i have forgotten him. and you made it happen. you made my worst nightmare disappear armin."
he moves up from your lap, his blonde hair rising and covering his face. he cups your face on the small bed you were squirming around to fit two bodies, intertwined with each other.
in the dark room with barely any light borrowed from the moon outside, you catch a quick glance at his blue eyes. his skin looks perfect on you.
this is where you belong. on him, and him on you.
"come with me, we can go together," you say to him as he moves down your neck. he slides his fingers down the crook of your neck, caressing your jaw as he steals the feel of them with his lips.
his lips travel everywhere, and he wants to fuck you everywhere.
he's yours. "okay," he kisses your lips and bites your bottom lip. the scar he gave you marking you permanently to him.
a small reminder of him.
"will you let me fuck your mouth?" he asks pressing your shoulders and he teases your clit with his fingers.
you feel your face burn, and you plant a hand on your ears feeling the hot sensation. you nod shyly.
"i can't hold off when i'm with you," he moans, and again, something in your stomach sparks.
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LSD - ereminxreader
Fanfictionlove, sex and dollars. "spit on it." she was my soul when it was lit on fire. glowing all around me, burning me down to ashes at her feet where i felt her touch. armin and eren, two boys who loved you in their own ways. but you're the only one who c...